My Teddy Land

HIE EVERYONE!

2009-11-09T12:08:00.001Z

IF YOU DONT NOE, I ALREADY CHANGE BLOG URL...LOLS SO U CAN VISIT MY NEW BLOG @ yijingakajerrice.blogspot.com!!! HAHA THANZ ANYWAYS... =]

SEEYAHSOON: YIJING =]

Dear Diary,

2009-11-03T12:13:00.002Z

well todae was average, except that im not really enjoying these few days that happen to pass...its just super stressing with our chinese teacher threatening us if we dont finish our work or something...i tink my white hair has been mass growing ever since i started to study for end of year...and i tink this will continue till, well i donno...

i wasnt feeling well...not as in sick but as in i really didnt have the mood for anything...i just wanted some time off from everything in life...just so happen that the stupid exam refuse to come and with each second nearing it...its simply torturous...

the worst thing was that our recess was only a plain half an hour for the whole level...not only that, the pathetic thing was that our canteen, big and huge, has only 3 stalls opened...=.=!!! and its like some starvation season when everyone just rushes for food like some hungry ghost or something...horrendous situation, and its gonna go on for like 2 weeks...how am i gonna survive?

the really worst thing was that a math was the last period after recess...i already had the sixth sense that we will end late todae and TAADAA! its true...he wanted to finish some stuff that i wasnt even listening to...remembered that time i was doing his work on a piece of paper and he tried to confiscate, thinking it was something else...he was like give it to me...den i was like huh? den he "oh" and walked away... =.=!!! i seriously wanna noe wad is rong with the teachers nowadays...

went for math tuition [like just after amath] and my engine totally switched off...i give up...but there were 2 rats companying me...lols its pets dont worry...damn cute...haha sianz dragged my feet slowly back to my dad shop after that, and really wanna just lie down and i donno? haiz...i really donno why i feel so restless...n so dizzy...tink its de hot weather giving me all the dizzy spells...

wadeva it is i really hope i can do well for the chinese exam, coz im really balding becoz of it...my long winded post shall end here...

seeyahsoon: yijing aka Jerrice

The War Has Not Ended....

2009-11-02T07:14:00.003Z

i still have some o-level chinese paper to take to determine if i remain in higher chinese or get demoted...this is like super stressing and is like next tuesday...omg i feel so nervous and i tink i already ate up all the nails that i bit off...crap...

ALPS blows...it blew my holidays away and my sanity...so in class both me and lydia were like saying random stuff...but wad we couldnt agree more on is that the world is bout to end...who cares? was my instant reply coz seriously who cares? if it has to come nothing can stop it wad...so wad for spend ur days worrying bout hw you will die and stuff? might as well be like me! without sanity!

horrid day...guess the heat from the sun triggered my headache...so i couldnt go training...its not tt i wann pon but i really feel unwell...and even if i go i will just lose everything and faint halfway thru...so might as well not take the risk rite?

during chinese i dropped something and tried to get it...cant remember if it was my pen or pencil or eraser...but i reached down and SLAMS my hand was like crushed between the chair and the table...owwwie...luckily it didnt fly out but anyways...

lydia kept insisting i go her hse coz she wanns someone to eat with...den i was lik O.o coz its like so random...but my head was almost inflated to its max and any second more under the sun i will just BOOM! and explode...so i went home...on the way it rained heavily so i was strolling in the rain to cool my hypothalamus...lols kidding but i was just trying to cool down my skin after it being in the scorching sun...

now i feel so weird and so tired i tink i will just take a nap and hope i dont wake up...thankz 4 reading anyways...i tink from now on i wont post long granny post coz it bores ppl and my blog is dead...haha...

and i tink i will be changing blog skin coz this one got harry potter music that i cant hear and cant change...tink i change link too...this one is a bit old...lols

seeyahsonn: yijing aka jerrice

posting on the way

2009-10-25T12:16:00.002Z

lols 25th oct 2009 i was at the zoo and 26th at pottery...becoz there are like few hundred pics and the loading was super slow...so after doing for 2 hours i decided to post it some other day...haha so yeah...just be patient... =] sorry... seeyahsoon: yijing =]

25th October 2009 [Part 1]

2009-10-25T08:18:00.025Z

25th October 2009

todae is a zoo day! lols its not like im still a little kid and will wow at all the animals when they just take a step or something...lols just went becoz firstly i haven been there for like years and secondly, ticket is free...haha

my couz shalina, jesrina, and shamil tgt with their parents which is my aunt and uncle were all excited bout the trip...on the long car ride there, i was quite worried for my uncle coz i was sitting in front and my aunt tied her daughters' hair...de smallest one was screaming and crying and i donno? attracting attention? and its like second one playing psp, got some kinda weird drilling noise coming from it...guess its car driving...first one listening to songs...and the smallest one making so much noise coz he got neither objects to play with...its like i can already go nutz and i worry for my uncle's concentration on the road...he seem somewhat immune though...

when we finally reached i was really thanking whoever that is up there that made the car journey safe...not that im cursing or anything but it really is horrible in the enclosed area of the car with all the different kinda noises mixed up tgt...got off the car and was kinda shcoked when my uncle took out de pram coz yeah tot they were growing up and they wont have a need for that...lols

reached the entrance and saw the Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Cow or something...lols so i took a pic for them...

walked in and first station was erm...crap wads it called? erm some forest trek...ehhh no some...aiyah cant rmb but its some bridge thing...saw some creatures below...

they are known as mouse deers coz yeah they look like neither one of them...find their legs cute coz its like so skinny...

quite blurred coz they were scrambing around, excited at the sight of its visitors...or perhaps, just terrified...

look up in the tree!!! wad is that? is it a bird? is it a plane? NO, its...oh, a monkey... =.=!!!

this fellow was waiting for its keeper to feed it and when the person came, down he comes as well...

look down in the water! is it a fish? is it a turtle? No...IT'S A CROCODILE! bleh, wads with the enthu...we are like so high up...as if that log looking thing can get us..

it seems so hungry though...eye-ing us with the "cannot see" eyes... =.=!!! quite huge...

den we went on to the next station...ooo wads that slimy thing swimming towards us? cute face! lols its an OTTER! now, i feel like a kindergarten teacher... =.=!!!

the keeper was feeding them so they were all excited and seemed oblivious to our presence...

i loved this pic de most coz the otter opened its mouth...isnt that cute? dont worry, its not trying to attack...just eye-ing the food on the hands of the keeper...

we were walking down this slope when something popped out and scared everyone...lols here's the culprit...

i have no idea y my aunt fed it but she did...it seemed contented though...

we were bout to enter the place where the tigers were and saw some pig looking creature named babirusa...it looks erm...weird, or should i say, interesting?

and now it's TIGER TIME! lols...i have no idea y everytime i get to come to the zoo, there will always be one tiger walking left and right and left and right...there...

there were 3 tigers...forgot their names...rmbed there is one called winnie or something...

the strolling one seemed to be interested in our flesh? so it came down for a swim, at the same time to pick its prey...rmbed the sweeper that died in their jaws...no idea wad in the world that person is thinking...

suddenly, one of them launched out at me!

haha if u fell for that, ur lousy...lols my camera skills arent that great...besides if one launches out at me, will i still be standing there to take its pic? haha

next stop, pygmy hippo...saw this humougous fish on the way...think its like the length of 6-7 times of my hand...

here's the little baby boy...its only a few months old...as stated, its born in the month of June 2009...awww cute little fellow coming up for breaths every now and then...they can hold their breath for 6 minutes! can u? lols

den it yawned...haha kidding...see the words at the corner? lols its a poster...

not my photography skills....its just the poster...haha

this one was staring at me..how scary...

i noticed something queer bout the fishes...they didnt move for very long...thats y i could get such a clear pic...tot they were fake but saw their fins moving...

next stop...mr sun bear...lols

though i saw this many times, i never took a pic...so here it is...

den we went into the australia thingy...stupid memory...lols i forgot all the names...first creature! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! emu! run! =.=!!!

aint that cute? lols

the kangaroo hopped out and i managed to touch its ear...lols and took a pic...saw the sign that kangaroo actually means i dont understand coz last time some ppl went to some country and asked de locals wad creature was that...thay said kangaroo and these ppl took their word for it... kinda lame but its true...

forgot this creature's name too...awww crap...

some random goat i saw...nice beard...

den we went to see an elephant show...while watching, i felt kinda sad coz these elephants were seized of their freedom...one day when they really go nutz, they will just attack everyone and get killed...haiz poor fellows...

one of the tricks was for the elephant to push a log...

a little bit more...lols and down it went...the sound effect was faster and it gave me a shock... =.=!!!

and with that, the elephant signalled for our applause...

when the command was given, all the elephants lay on their sides...i seriously wonder hw long they took to train these huge creatures...

later on, this elephant came out dragging a log behind her...it weighs 400kg according to the speaker...i think these poor animals have to do this for the enjoyment of others and it really makes me sigh...

one of the elephants back stage was slacking...not supposed to be seen by the center audience but i was at the side so i saw him/her...found the pose cute, so i took it...and it posed there for like 5 minutes...lols

the show ended and we squeezed through the crowd...all of my couz wanted to go up the hut...and i was afraid they might not be able to come down....my aunt went up with them...

Jesrina has no fear of heights so she came down easily when she found out that there was no interesting things upstairs...

shalina on the other hand was terrified of heights...she didnt dare to come down...

so while waiting, i took a pic for jesrina...some elephant skull...looks dented in though...

and of course the smallest shamil was also terrified...in the end my uncle had to climb up half the steps and piggy back them down...haha

next was reptile garden...loads of different kinda snakes and lizards...shalina and shamil were terrified too...

loved this fellow...small head and sharp eyes...

peek-a-boo! where are u? lols i cant even find the head...its buried somewhere down there...

komodo dragon...lols

sounds like tooth brush...this one was posing too...haha

this is so cool! i managed to take a pic of the lizard tasting the leaf...haha look at its tongue...

pose king...

saw a turtle mascot..lols no idea where my couz are looking...they seem so restless...

for goodness sake this is real! haha its so huge...and the stick is acting as a support for the fruit to go in...and its like 5 bucks...elephant feeding too...expensive...and my couz keep asking y cant? they should understand in the near future...

have u seen turtle neck? there it is! =]

well this thick and long snake...some one walked past and said "oh , it looks so cosy" haha indeed it does...

another face...lols its smiling...

there is the garden and we went in...its an enclosed area to keep wadeva inside...and saw something run past...

its like eating vegetables...chopped up nicely...so xing4 fu2...haha and it looked up to smile... =] say cheese...

one more was on the tree...

sun tanning...

this turtle look so queer that i had to take its pic...haha interesting...and there were 4 or 5 of them...

den we went to eat lunch...saw this seal and took a pic...

and another cow...is it like cow day or something...

den we went to the fragile forest...insect kingdom or something...saw this cute frog in the tank...

muahahah! devil frog! lols nice eyes btw...

saw loads of ducks all doing the same actions...they were trying to clean themselves or something...so its a bit blurred...

remembered seeing some birds on the trees and we were saying if we tio the faeces den merry christmas...and the next minute the pram splatted...haha everyone went eeeeewwwww! and ran! poor shamil was inside the pram...luckily he didnt got any of the lucky liquid...haha

saw a sloth lazing around in the tree...it glanced at me and continued doing wadeva it was doing before i distracted it...

oh my...wads that? a dead bird?

nope...its a bird trying to sun tan...it struted off when more ppl came...managed to get a good shot...lols

pond full of sting ray...once jumped, erm....well dont even think bout it...somewhere at the front not in the fragile forest...lols stm forgot where...

batty...lols

this butterfly decided to rest on my uncle's hand...flew away and came back, creating a huge commotion of screams by all my couz coz they were terrified...

refuses to go and shamil almost cried when my uncle said to bring the butterfly home...

after much shaking 10 mins later, the butterfly found its new home...a wooden thing!

bye fellow, i will miss u...

and now...batty power...lols

all hanging upside down...

these two were fighting over the watermelon with their claws or something...

a mother with the baby on her tummy...haha int that sweet...

saw this cute creature behind the bushes...haha

it looked so curious...

shamil, are u ringing a bell?

oh its just some furry animal...

the animal didnt seem to mind...just sat there lazily...managed to look at my camera...not bad...haha

another mouse deer...hiding among the bushes...

well, by now, shalina, jesrina and my uncle has miraculously disappeared...lols they were like terrified of the butterfly...haha

so long since i last posted

2009-10-20T12:26:00.002+01:00

yay the exams are over..im so happy...as in wad else can i say? its just that few lines weeee woooo and its over...sianz the exam stress are actually still stuck with me and im like wth...its so boring...the holiday mood is gone with everything else...like my results...getting it back tmr and im so dead...its not that i care but yeah its just the marks...i donno hw to say this...but this sucks...

i have little or no words to say...im just dead...so yeah i will come back another day when im in better mood to post...sorry guys... seeyahsoon: yijing

hey readers...if any...lols

2009-09-22T12:28:00.004+01:00

before i start on todae's post...i just felt like uploading some of my pics...these few days a bit zilian...lols no lah its been taken over the past few months...so happy looking...

this was at malaysia...haha im with jiaxuan...remembered everyone told her to smile with teeth but she refused to...

this was at Thow Kwang deep pond...i remembered it was sister Teresa's 112th birthday...haha photo taken by uncle raymond [mom's friend]

and this was one of the performance...i got a shock when she put her hand at m waist...lols didnt expect it...haha

DURIAN PUFF! lols our favourite! =]

this one was at Jurong Point...one of the restaurants...we were bout to eat lunch...

here is me, followed by Jia Li, And her sis Jia Min...lols y my eye lash look so dark...look like mascara can? haha loves the camera? =]

this was at my Bro's birthday...i was the receptionist or something...haha

dad's birthday...i bought him a CAT! =]

another one at pottery...this was b4 firing...i was adding some glass to my pieces to make them look nicer when the glass melts in... =] photo taken by mom!

and this was at Cameron Highlands...STRAWBERRY PICKING! i remembered the person made us very angry coz he counted more money or something...ooo my hair looks flat...behind me is jiaxuan and behind her is her sis jiaqian...lols

that's bout all...ok btw after todae's post i wont be posting until like 15th October 2009, which is the day my exams end...lols i made a promise with my mom and im bound to keep it...haha ok lets see wad happened to me todae...

i went to school feeling that irritating throb in my head...during assembly until the morning sun i was feeling super dizzy as the blood gush into my head and out so quickly that i can just die or something...so after the assembly i dragged my feet back to class while trying to remain hyper with lydia and guys...

first period was reading period coz no more common test...den i was quite engrossed in one of the present perfect issues...coz nver read b4...but as the time ticked by i was like droopy eyelids and yeah tired mind...to tink that it was only the first period...=.=!!!

dragged my way back up fifth floor...my head was getting worse wen i took my eyes off the issue...i was feeling quite dead coz its bio...and i dont get the whole topic of excretion...my headache came back and i really couldnt pay attention in class...i just felt like screaming aaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggg! and bang the wall and faint or something...coz its really awful to feel that ur head is exploding...

i didnt talk for the whole of her lesson...somewhat surprising to myself as well...it was really horrible...and i just want sleep sleep SLEEP! but the prob is i cant...i heard things like plasma, liver and kidney and nothing else...the worst thing was that chinese was next and it will occupy 2 periods! 2 PERIODS! its totally living hell!

just when i thought my day couldnt get any worse, the chinese cher want us to write a freaking letter in 40 mins...i chiong like some nutz and managed to complete it...my headache was somehow gone again...maybe it knew i had work to do...den recess came...i went up to class and ate my bread...headache came throbbing back and i feel like shouting into my own ear "hey u nutz wads ur prob! u wann headache den all the way lah! y a while have a while no have!" lols...feel like something that some crazy person will do..

the periods after recess were the worst! WORST OF THE WORST! its like chem after recess and i needed the toilet...so i had to tell the cher very fast come back...walked briskly and realised that the nerves in my brain is gonna pop out...when i came back the cher was going through the test we took the other time...the last few questions i got correct so i dont need listen becoz my brain will just POP and die...

next was wad AMATH! =.= its like we hav a test tmr and he say we dont deserve a postpone...wad nonsense can? no one in class understood wad in the world he was saying den he didnt even wann make the effort to postpone the test...its like trigo...TRIGO! i cant understand the stupid topic...nutz...crappy patties...its like i study emath like nutz den in the end amath come first...emath is like on thursday...=.=!!! some one in the class asked something and he replied "u might as well ask y was i born rite?" den lydia said yeah he was born to give us hell...haha how true...

my head started to throb again...and this time it didnt die down...even until literature it was still there...i couldnt find my paper so i had to take down notez...den de cher didnt realise until the lesson was bout to end and i was like sitting right under her nose...maybe i was very attentive? but my brain was somewhere else...trying to find something to bang into and get myself unconscious...its like with every breath ur brain will pop...owwwie...

the last period was sel...and we went to the comp lab to do survey...heard the cher used us as guinea pigs to test out something...so b4 it starts we had to do survey...and now end ler oso need do survey...sianz the comp made my head feel worse and after the survery i totally wanted a wall to bang...my mom told me to meet her at interchange coz she doing some check up...and after the phone call i wanted to die...lols coz of the sun and my poor head... =[

i couldnt keep my balance quite a few times becoz of my heavy bag and weak legs...my leg muscles were like cramping even though i didnt do any running ytd...wads more it cramped like very hard which made it more suspicious coz i will only get that kinda cramp after intense training...so i was feeling quite horrid the whole day...

lydia said she wanted to eat mac at bedok interchange...den i was like good go with me...no intention of eating though...and i told her something that made her laugh like nutz...coz everytime i not enough sleep or feel sick i will start sprouting nonsense...so i was like " lydia, i wann go home sleep...den stack a lot of pillows on my head...so when my head explodes no one can hear..." she was giving me de O.o? --> =.=!! and after i thought of wad i just said i was like did i just say that?

den we walk down the slope and lydia borrowed a letter from me for the question....i was quite relieved walking with her coz in case i faint and die at least someone will noe...lols...saw her friend that didnt turn back wen she called thrice...and she told me her friend said she doesnt like me...i almost cried...ok fine not cry but i feel emotional when i feel sick so yeah...my eyes just got wet...nothing came out though but yeah lydia got shocked...lols

coz her friend...well i dont really noe her...like sometimes talk wen the 3 of us tgt...but sixth sense told me that she didnt like me...i tot it was my imagination...in the end it was real...just couldnt find the reason for it and feel somewhat surprised...felt quite sad after that...sianz...m i really that hateful? i guess so...

at mac i was like thinking thinking thinking bout it...den lydia and i talked bout some anime stuff...she told me to watch hitman reborn...den i was like orh after exam...i haven finish tora dora yet...lols den i walked her to the bus stop and walk to ntuc to meet my mom...under the sun the headache came back...and i was like dying...

shopped with my mom for some grocery and yeah i asked her bout something and she AGREED! and of course the tiao2 jian4 i had to give back was not to use comp from tmr onwards to be serious in my exam...so todae must faster use...lolsim so happy! WOOHOO! lols

reached home and after bathing i tried sleeping...some person drilled upstairs and some one else bang downstairs...hardly slept but felt better...den my mom made dinner for me...

yummy...

& ICE CREAM! i love it when its like milkshake...lols that means somewhat watery... o.O

den my mom ate grapefruit and i almost died...hate citrus fruits...they all taste sour to me...when ppl say sweet i say sour...when ppl say sour, i find it even more sour...so no difference...look at the gross-ness of it...lols

thats bout all for todae...hope my headache goes away soon...haiz...ok seeyahsoon: yijing =[ not really soon...bout one months time...thanz 4 reading bye...

ooo will be changing blog skin soon...

2009-09-16T10:25:00.002+01:00

donno y but yeah guess the anime pic seem more n more boring to u guys so i tink i will find a chance and change it...anyways hope the ppl of 3J already went to the blog and stuff...

todae was another boring day...i was totally sianz todae and all the lessons just seem to drone on...is just like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bored...like u wanna scream and jump and tear paper to throw them off the building or something...it was really REALLY boring...

all the lessons went on...amath, english, emath, geog...but for english there was a new teacher from Canada and she will be like listening to our class for some kinda like training so she can be a super pro teacher? her eyes are so nice and its like omg she super pretty...guess if my filrt friends were here, they would have died nose bleeding...haha

yeah had bio spa and i hate it...room was super hot and its like suffocating inside...and lastly there was some kinda student councilior investiture...saw amelia cried when the senior passed the badge to her and hugged her...awww...lols we had no seats so the whole class was standing at the second storey...beautiful view of everyone's heads and its like cool...lols but we had to stand for the whole thing and we were directly under the aircon which was blowing towards the center of the hall...perspire like some fountain and yeah almost died...lols watched some performance and everything and was thinking bout something that happen in the concourse last time...lols

den go home and stuff...damn bored and feel like sleeping but my hair is like wet and i will need like 5 hours to get it dry...so i just have to sit here droop eyed with my comp...installing new version of msn now so yeah...

nothing much to say only that chem spa is this friday...haiz sianz...really wanna sleep...had a weird dream with 3 scenes last night so yeah......i wann better dreams! lols ok i shall stop here then...seeyahsoon: yijing =]

hie everyone...lols

2009-09-15T14:50:00.001+01:00

hie readers [if any] lols if ur from 3J ur in luck...lols coz i created a blog just for u guys! haha must visit it @ yijingsweetshop.blogspot.com...haha please dont advertise thanz! =] seeyahsoon: yijing =]

sorry didnt blog for so long...

2009-09-05T14:16:00.002+01:00

todae is the day that my great grandfather will be cremated...he passed away on teachers' day afternoon...wasnt really close to him but i still feel kinda sad...todae my family and i went to the wake and yes its the last day...we prayed and chanted and did all the stuff...i wasnt feeling emotional until they carried the coffin and we walked until the main road which was bout 5-10 mins...i was like telling myself dont cry u can do it...and with the help of shalina, jesrina and their noisy brother shamil i managed to control my tears as the scenario reminded me of my beloved granny...cousins were noisy and it hit the tense atmosphere outta me...which was a good thing...

we had to walk bare footed until we reached the main road...the scorching sun was burning the road, which in turn was burning our feet...the slow melody of the music played made me wanna cry but i controlled it and told myself...think of happy stuff...worked for me and yeah reached the main road...all of us were wearing white with black pants and our beloved great grand father has like 4 generations...n i was the last of course...heard that if he has five before he dies, on his wake ppl will be celebrating and wearing pink for the accomplishment...we were just that close...lols

went up the coaches that took us...4 to be exact...his immediate family already has like 55 members plus all his friends and other ppl its really wow...the cremation place was at Mandai and we took a long bus ride there...on the way i was also trying to tink of happy thoughts...talked to jesrina and it made me calm down a little...

when we reached the place i could sense the super duper tense atmosphere...took this long escalator and reached a super cold room that looks like the inside of a church...everyone took a seat and the coffin was in the center of the room down the stairs...it was decorated with loads of yellow and white flowers by us in the morning when we were still at the void deck...the room was really cold and i had been having some sorta flu for 2 weeks plus...damn uncomfortable...coz i was like standing below one of the air conditions...we prayed and everything den we had to proceed to the viewing room while the coffin takes the lift behind the door...

was feeling super uncomfortable and i didnt noe why but the tears were about to stream out...jesrina kept on asking me questions which kept me from crying but this time she ask..."they going to do what to Ah Zor? Bury Ah?" this question was so innocent i suddenly hope she knew our society...like the size of singapore and hoe burial is a bit difficult...so i told her in a more straight forward manner..."they going to burn Ah Zor"...she was like 0.o? and asked again to make sure..."BURN?!" i nodded and i could speak no more becoz my voice was shaky and anytime later tears will just fall...

we reached the viewing room...for those who are buddhist or have witnessed the cremation...i bet u guys know how i felt...but the worst thing was i only reached the room and 10 seconds later before the coffin even appeared, i broke down...i totally burst into tears at the thought that somebody is gonna be pushed in a fire without hesitation and that my granny went through that before...at first it was a few tears and i managed to wipe them off...but later when my parents noticed me, i totally flooded my face...without sound but was sniffing like mad...was standing at the back so no one noticed cept my parents...mom hugged me and yeah the tears just came out...

we were viewing from this glass thingy at the top...that means we looking down...den there was this track and this machine followed it, carrying the coffin with it...like a lever...it was moving slowly towards this door and the person leading us inside was like telling us to call out to him...let him hear u for the last time and make sure he finds his way to heaven or something like that...i really couldnt help but cry and i wasnt crying becoz of him...was crying becoz of my granny and how much i miss her...its like i've been bottling up and i dont noe bout it until when i cry it out den i realise how much i missed her...

i couldnt stop and soon people in the room followed me...one of the aunts, the friends and yeah almost everyone...my parents didnt though just red eyed...the worst part of the whole thing came...the door opened and we saw blazing fire inside...everyone was like omg and cried harder...i forced myself not to look nor think but nothing seemed to work at that point of time...i was so helpless, letting the horrible memories overpower my mind...and worst thing was when my granny went for cremation, it was manual that means someone will push the coffin into the fire like 2 metres away from u...remembered my parents grabbing me becoz i was struggling and crying like nutz...believe me, if at that time there wasnt that fence to block me out, i would have dived straight in with her...

the thing lasted for like 5-10 mins...remembered one of my relatives chanting and she was crying at the same time...den as the coffin slowly approached the fire her chanting was shaky and it was super obvious that she was crying like nutz...after that we went down and took off our socks and wore our shoes...den we had to take the red packet...my mom was like say i so poor thing coz the nightmare and trauma i had since young has been back to haunt me...but i wasnt the worst case...the maid was...she fainted and needed to guys to carry her out...heard that she had been working for my great grand father for 5 years...poor thing...

we had to take a bus again and yeah i saw my own reflection...quite horrid with red shot eyes...my cousins who were usually noisy and asked damn a lot of questions didnt even dare to speak coz i guess it was the first time they saw me cry...so yeah jesrina slept on my lap on the bus journey back and shalina was drawing on my phone [touch screen]...neither of them dared to ask y i cried but i remember seeing jesrina cry after the viewing coz i guess its her first time...granny's cremation was witnessed by shalina who was older than jesrina...kids just cant feel sad when they dont noe wads happening...

took the bus to the tanah merah temple to pray for my great grand father and to "book" a slot for the tablet...so at the temporary slot the monk came in and everyone put their palms tgt to send him off and make sure he reaches heaven or something...saw 2 cats but wasnt in the mood to take pictures...they were very cute though...halfway through the chanting, "BANG!" and the maid fainted again...everybody was like trying to get her up and its like having more than 10 ppl around her...werent they suppose to move away and give her air...but at that time i guess everyone was too shocked to tink bout it...someone brought a chair and another brought medicated oil...so throughout the chanting she sat down still red eyed after they "revived" her...

the chanting was quite short and finally it ended...we were suppose to go back to the void deck and eat dinner...so we went up the bus again...den the third time the maid fainted...i was like omg coz i saw her hit the ground...i guess throughout these 5 days at the funeral she hasnt been sleeping nor eating properly...tink i will be like her if i was much older when my granny passed away...my mom asked if i felt faint coz she said i cried until very jialat...didnt tink bout tt though...haiz

reached the void deck with Jesrina's head on my lap again..remembered her telling me that my thighs very soft like cushion? quite amused coz it meant i need to go on a diet...ate dinner pack up and stuff den walk home...did housework and everything so was super tired when i finished...den yeah nothing much happened after that...

just hope my great grand dad finds his way to heaven and protect the rest of the family...we will always remember you...thanz 4 reading and hava nice holiday...seeyahsoon: yijing

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL!

2009-08-31T11:50:00.005+01:00

such a wonderful day...haha mainly becoz my mom actually let me watch a movie with my friends... FOR THE FIRST TIME! i know to many its like a super daily or weekly kinda thingy but for me its even worse than a yearly...omg i was super happy and guess that the rest thought i was nutz or something...yeah let them live my life for a day and see hw they will feel...

i reached school at round 6.25 todae and brought along my huge bag of goodies for the teachers that i wrapped last night...here are a few pics...cant see clearly coz of the plastic...my theme this year is porcelian and glass decorations...

this is for ms chua...guess u guys noe the reason...lols wrap like nutz...

this is for the Chemistry Ms Farah...heard that she had bunnies last time so yeah...haha

bought 3 of this...one for Mr Seow [Coz his car inside got duckie oso], one for Mrs Tan [Coz she loves yellow] and last one for Mrs Yeo [Coz she quite interested in ceramic stuff?]

bought 2 of this...one for Mrs Law, wishing that her baby will be as cute as this teddy...and one more for Mrs Yip [Primary 6 form teacher]

bought this for the English Ms Farah...its a bear btw...cant really see but its real cute actually...

bought this for Mr Neo [Just Random]

bought this for Mdm Ho [Bio Cher] And Mrs Tan [Primary 5 form teacher] implying that both had the wisdom of an owl

& here are the group photos!

lols random...my wrapping skill a bit suck...haha

i went to class and yeah it feels great coz im in home clothes...only that its super duper hot...lols coz the theme is black and blink...i touched up on my presents to make them more presentable and stuck the envelopes on...wore mascara to school donno for wad but its my mom's one...can wear make up so yeah just bored and put mascara...look like some vampire with super long lashes...haha ivy came and was like shieking in class bout almost everything...den she brought face blinks and told us to put it on ourselves...its like so tiny and ivy had trouble putting it so pearlyn had to help her make the shape of a star...lols

think its huge?

think again...lols

i managed to put and put five under my right eye...look like im from dance or something...lols coz throughout the day all the other people not from my school asked if i just had a dance performance...lols and yeah the bell ring and everyone screamed coz all the face blink haven put finish...lols went down later but luckily wasnt too late...brought my whole bag of barang and yeah took up quite a lot of space in the parade square...proceed to the hall after morning devotion...

the teachers' day celebration, which includes the band playing : xiao3 shou3 la1 da4 shou3 & My Heart Will Go On...so nice...lols and harmonica played canon in d...some dancers dance to the music of Lady Gaga : Just Dance...and another dance using the music of wonder girls : Nobody...it was super funny becoz there was thissec 4 guy inside that dance totally like a girl and its like using those seducing body language that many pro dancers use...super funny and the whole school was like laughing at him...yes ITS A HIM! lols and they say he in class like nerd nerd one...tt means he super sporting can...super great dancer...den there was an "I guess, I guess, I guess guess guess" game and the SC imitated teachers...lols two people tried to answer and topple the stand on stage...de wooden one tt people use to stand on and say speeches...it was like omg cat fight only its 2 guys...the atmosphere was super high...lols

den yeah went round like some crazy person finding teachers and squeezing past endless crowds...saw Mr Wee and gave him a lamb that i forgot to take pic of...and he was giving me this super weird look like who are u...and few seconds later he was like oh yijing! den i was like =.=!! haha den he said he couldnt regconise me, maybe becoz i let down my hair? lols and he said i look good in black...weird comment becoz usually if i wore black ppl will tink im emo...todae was for the sake of the class and also to make the alphabets on our backs more outstanding..."happy cher day!" den i was like huh? =.=!!! and he was like really really u look better in black...so i was like orh and my friend was giggling away...

den found the other teachers and those that i missed, all stuff pigeon hole...lols den i went back to class to get some stuff and was on my way back to my primary school, although i wasnt really sure if the gate will be opened to welcome us...past 2 years were horrid coz yeah i couldnt get in or the teachers left before i reached...so i wasnt really like having loads of hope or something...huimin suddenly come talk to me at the mrt station and yeah in the end she went with me back damai...security dont let us in and yeah we waited with kailing and kelvin until 12 and went in to view the teachers' day concert...primary school so poor thing need to study...no half day...took some pics there coz i missed my school like so much! lols

we were like sitting at the back...

looking at all the cute children in the hall that didnt add up to one of the secondary school levels

missed the hall...and AVA system...

some of the teachers and stuff...

two guys acting Michael Jackson...dotz...lols

and some dance thingy...its great to be an alumni coz can use phone...lols

miss the walkway where we ran played and cut our knees

omg the board is still here! its like our 2006 P6 badge the ppl make de...and i got loads inside...dont believe?

taadaa!

this one also...

make it more obvious...lols my trademark...i tink i got like 6 or more there..so cool! lols

visited all the teachers and gave mrs tan and mrs yip presents...saw yang lao shi and yeah he was so enthu he shook all our hands and stuff...den we explored the school and laughed like nutz at the sight of this...lols

after that kailing and i made our way to Tm...the guys followed after like persuation from kailing...huimin and min shuang too...we intend to watch the movie : where got ghost, xia4 dao4 siao4...lols den we meet wenyi,lexuan and jooyee at century and like quarreled bout wad show to watch...in the end we did voting and those who want to watch band slam the other side and ghost this side...in the end only 2 ppl watching bandslam and that is lexuan and jooyee...lols...there is still like 30 mins b4 show starts and yeah in the end we went mac...wanted to randomly sit in the end eugene dowan let me sit beside him den i was like finding another seat at the round table and wenyi sat on the last safe seat...and i had to sit with shao zhe...super gang1 ga4 coz to tell u guys de truth, in primary school when we were all ignorant and stupid i had a crush on him and primary one or something i even held his hand...omg cant imagine...lols

he kept quiet during the meal and yeah guess both of us trying to control our elbows from not touching coz damn squeezy...wth lols...cant believe throughout the whole day i didnt say a single thing to him...at least i talked to jordan and eugene but i cant find a topic with him...so weird...den we chiong back after the meal and missed the front part of the show...opened the door and the people in the cinema started laughing loudly so all of us got a shock...omg so retarded...haha found our seats for super long and sat down...i was in the middle of wenyi and kailing...

the show is awesome if u guys understand dialect...guess lexuan didnt wanna see it coz of that...but its really half scary half funny...sometimes the image just blast right at u and yeah heart attack...and sometimes everyone in the cinema laugh hysterically...lols its damn cool coz u can laugh as loud as possible and ur voice still gets covered by the crowd coz everyone is laughing...remembered on part the scary music came out and yeah preparing us for the ghost appearance...den i was like gripping wenyi's hand like nuts and using it as some kinda shield to cover my face...luckily i dont scratch ppl...lols den when the scene is over i let go of her hand and realise how warm i made it...lols opps didnt mean to grab so long though...sorry wenyi! lols but she screamed in my ears once during the show so we are fair...lols when the ghost suddenly came out she ahhhhhhhhhh with the rest of the cinema and i almost died...

lols too bad i dont scream or i would have scared the whole cinema away...in the end we laughed until our stomachs hurt and yeah my voice almost turn sore...so u can imagine hw funny it was...the graphics were horrible though but de jokes inside are damn funny...haha after the movie there was the behind the scenes and it was even funnier...there was this malay sergent and he was suppose to say "gay2 kiang3" which means act pro in hokkien in the end during the cuts he said kiang3 gay2 for like 4 times...super funny...

after that kailing went to the comics connection and bought comics...wenyi went to hiao the cards to see if got fahrenheit or something...lols and yeah after that we went home...wenyi took the mrt coz she lived somewhere far and kailing and i took de same bus...ran for it and she was shocked at my speed...lols maybe i ran too much last time...went home and my mom told me to buy sweet sauce...so i had to go down again...den bathe and ate the dinner my mom cooked...

nothing to do so blog lor...lols thanz 4 reading and hava nice holiday! =] seeyahsoon: yijing =]

27th August 2009

2009-08-28T15:07:00.002+01:00

well the whole of todae was quite like scary in a sense becoz of the emath test we are gonna have after school...its like gonna be in the hall and i tink that that is the last place i wanna have my test in...

first period was emath and cher went through all the VERY IMPORTANT stuff...lols and majority came out...as in the method not the question...good thing he emphasize so much...haha the class was quite quiet...guess everyone's very worried for the test as well becoz many said that it will be difficult, according to what their cher told them...

next period was Literature and we did a summary on chapter 19 and 20...didnt noe why but after the June hols i seem to start to like Literature more and more...cool...lols finshed de summary and slacked for like 15 mins coz cher give whole period to do...period ended very fast coz i was slacking and next was a math...

aura was super strong and before the lesson both ivy and i asked for permission to go to the toilet...in the end we came back and dont understand a single thingy he was talking bout...den i was like crap...but i was kinda urgent before the lesson due to the large amount of water i drank in the morning...and its like 5 mins and im lost...lols

the period was super draggy and finally it ended...the bell really saved my life...my eyelids were like closing closing...and i was like nodding nodding...haha next was social studies and we had to go down to 2nd floor to 4J classroom coz our cher is pregnant! cool hope she gets a healthy baby! cher really very nice to us so its her good karma...

social studies was kinda draggy too but de cher came up with stories to share and keep us from sleeping...den after what seemed like foreva, the recess bell rang and i was like YES! lols...chiong to the canteen and realise how empty it was coz sec4 have exam den no one crowd with us...lols so good! everytime wann eat see queue full ler...now its so fantastic! lols

after a super satisfying meal i went up to class...after recess was chem and poor ms farah was fasting...she look quite pale and weak and stuff like tt coz she told us she didnt eat properly in the morning and nw she regretted...lols class was a bit, that tiny bit quieter though...

after that was english and another ms farah was also fasting...but she seem somewhat joyful, didnt noe y and yeah...we learn some stuff on the opposition and proposition thing...my usb cable got prob so i couldnt upload de pic to show u guys...

den last period was geog...we went to the comp lab to research on some tourism stuff...and the lab was super duper near to the hall...so when the bell rang, my heart totally skipped a beat...so we gathered our paper, pencil case, calculators and everything into the hall...it was raining like nuts and wennie said its bad omen...i dont believe in tt kinda stuff though...got study means got study no study means no study so dont blame it on the weather...but one thing bad was they switched on the air condition and i was like freezing...plus my already numb palms...it was awful...

when they gave out the papers i was like praying tt my calculator wont malfunction becoz it did a few days back...like the battery just died on me...i didnt touch it and the next day its useable again...so weird...den i sayang it and yeah the paper started...the atmosphere was so tense i would have died inside...

i was shivering and quivering at the same time and keep canceling what i wrote...managed to finish the paper 15 mins before it ended so i checked...first question i checked like 4 times and cant find any prob coz the answer looks weird...handed up tt time den realise my dumb mistake...given that cos A = (11/16) den de formula a square = b square plus c square - 2 b c coz A in the end i typed the calculator cos (11/16) OMG! i almost killed myself when i realise my stupid mistake...could do all the questions, just donno if its right or rong...

after tt i went to the piano...lydia, jiaen, yizhen and i decided to make xueyi birthday present there...luckily we didnt start coz xueyi haven go home yet and she called us from on top...den i was like wah siao...lols later while we did on the floor, jiaen receive a phone call from her friend and found out her friend's dog died...den she was emo-fied throughout...before that she was still fine...after tt she didnt even reply when u talk to her...poor thing...i hope she's fine now... =[

den we decided to change our venue to the canteen coz some girls wanted to play the piano...didnt noe y lydia was angry bout tt fact though...den we chiong all de pics and stuff... [p/s: cant upload pic...poor usb cable] and finally we finished...lydia asked if i could bring the board back coz my mom is fetching me...i said yup and yeah its settled...

mom came to fetch me and saw that i had like millions of plastic bags...lols den i went to buy my dinner...when i was at my block, amelia suddenly called me...previously she asked me where is the chinese phyician [donno hw spell] near my area...i told her and she was somewhat blur...when i answered the phone she was on the bus...she told me she sprained her ankle and needed the doc to help her...so yeah i told her to wait and stuff coz she donno where to alight...

den i chiong up to my hse and threw all my bags and stuff down and told my mom friend in need...lols den i ran all the way...halfway running she called again and said omg im making you run like nuts so sorry...only until den, i realised i was running...didnt noe y i was so kan chiong...its true that aries ppl are bad tempered and they ji4 chou2 a lot...but we aries lambs also remembers the good deeds others did for us...maybe that was what that motivated me to run coz i didnt feel tired...

reached the bus stop and waited for her bus to approach...and it was only when i stop running den i realise how hard i was panting...bout 5 mins later her bus arrived and she alighted slowly with marilyn...i told her to wait coz i saw that the shop that she wanted to go was close...so i ran all the way to the other one to see if its open...and i ran back...good that it was...in the end they called me while i was half running and asked if it was open...by den i was already crossing the road back to lead them and they gave me shock looks...haha motivation made me run like the wind...

so i led them there...avoiding as much stairs or steps as possible...on the way there, i told her that of it hurts later just scream coz that was where my dad went and her actually said it hurts...as in my dad can endure all pain so when he say it hurts, well it really does...saw a kitty there inside and yeah it jumped away and went to the other room...den amelia put her bag down and sat on the chair...

the same man that rubbed my dad's ankle rubbed hers and she almost cried...as in its super duper hard the way u see him rub...i bet others could even cry with her...coz the uncle really used all his strength and rubbed the sprained ankle...omg i cant imagine if that was me...den both me and marilyn were like hiding behind the wall, half see half dont see...coz it really hurts...we cheered her on and i was apologising all the way for like landing her in this mess...omg coming to tink of it, i still feel kinda apologetic...

den it was over...the man bandaged her leg and the woman gave the the medicine and told her the directions and everything...i help her carry her bag and she could walk more or less normally...marilyn took the bus with her and yeah i stopped the uncle before he drove the bus away by running...didnt noe wads with the sudden mood to run..,just felt like it...haha

so yeah stopped the bus and made sure she hop on before i ran home...den msg her a sorry for the pain she went through and she said she should actually thank me...awwww...its the little things that make my day...my mom said wad if it was her i wouldnt have been that kan chiong...so i said it wont ever be u coz u dont like sports...den she asked if i rmbed the time she had headache in malaysia and the whole family that went, my couz, granny grand dad, all wanted to go eat dinner...but i stayed and massaged her head for that whole evening and missed my dinner...coming to tink of it, sometimes i can do wonders without knowing it...bet she must be moved like mad...lols...

ok i said too much...lols one whole chunk...if u managed to read until this line, grats! coz im ending like nw...lols ok thanz 4 reading my essay and hava nice weekend! seeyahsoon: yijing =]

The weirdest tuesday ever...

2009-08-25T11:50:00.002+01:00

ok basically y i say its the weirdest tuesday...hmmm becoz evry tuesday = my doomsday...coz im more prone to falling down, falling test, offending ppl and bad mood...however todae was kinda weird coz i feel happy...but i only became happy after the chem common test in the morning so i guess the test made me nutz...

we had a chem test in the morning...didnt quite study for it coz its math and yeah all the calculations are kinda hard to study...so i just used my external memory to rmb some last min stuff...in the end the test one of the qns worth 10 marks, i dont really noe how to do...so i was like crap...haiz haha but weird thing is after that i became super high...and before i stepped outta my house in the morning, i tripped 6 times at my house stairs, but nver fall...that explains my happiness?

den was Biology...chiwawa has to be observed and yeah the class was super quiet after the last incident with another teacher [YOU KNOW WHO!] lols so yeah overall it was fine cept that the lesson was boring my brains out...feel damn happy for certain reasons but yeah remain calm...

den was chinese...it was the WORST period of the day and when i say worst i mean worst...coz its like 2 periods and every word the teacher says doesnt make sense...haha we went to 4J for lesson and yeah love the atmosphere much better than the stupid tuitorial room...finally when the bell rang, my brain heaved a sigh of relieve and i was like taking deep breaths, waiting for the moment where i get to run outta the class and leave it as far behind as possible...

in the morning, one side of my friend accidentally offended the other...so with me in the center i really felt very helpless coz i dont really noe what to do, what to say or who to blame or wadeva...so i kept my mouth shut...during recess, i tried to fit into their conversation but failed...so i remain quiet for the rest of my meal and ate in silence...feel so sad coming to think back bout it...hate getting stuck in the middle...one of THEM also hates me...haiz

so i went over to the other group...in the end conversation was interrupted by previous group and yeah i hav to go up with them...but i soon recover from all that pretty quickly and was high in class again...crack super cold jokes and froze my friends...lols

chem was next and we were moaning bout the test...the rest of the topic was like omg coz forgot to erase external memory used in the morning den nw a bit hard to absorb...so yeah haha just stone there and stare at the pics on my table...thinking of other stuff...nodded at times at the cher den yeah its super sianz...

after that was amath and both Lydia and i blamed it on cher's improved powers of aura that's y we felt sleepy during chem...haha got the linear law test back and i got A!!! A2 actually but still A omg...2nd time i pass test and first time get A...i was super happy but lydia turned very moody...didnt wanna ask for her score so i kept quiet...

good that she regain her composture or is it mood? when we reached SEL lesson...cher call us do some lame worksheet and yeah one of the questions was what lesson would we want our juniors to have...so i was like a lesson on discipline...so i guess the juniors will kill me if there is really one...haha

chinese cher ate into the time after school like until 2.55 calling us to do chinese summary on the spot...wth brain got super tired...den i went for training and found out coach didnt come...so we trained on our own...opps i mean slack...lols captain face was super black liao and its damn scary...gilda and jinyi got free porridge from the malay stall [Every tuesday and thursday until fasting month ends] says its quite nice so maybe i try next week...

training ended super fast and i was surprised i actually perspired...haha wanted to feed the school cat so jinyi gilda and melody followed...in the end cant find it and was bout to give up when gilda saw it under a car...so i called out to it and it came out...previously gilda was like complaining how she hate cats and stuff but when she saw that the cat actually regconises me, she was like omg im amazed...haha lols wait till she see the lady at my dad shop that calls and has 8 cats approaching her...lol

so yeah after that i wanted to return to sch to play the piano while i waited for my mom but it was like flooded with ppl...so i just waited outside the school...the security was watering the plants and grass and washing the road with this huge fountain like spray...didnt see me there and "shower of blessing" me...i got shocked but yeah realised it was water and ignored...watching a fahrenheit video from my mp4 and waited till my mom came...

went to buy dinner and ate it so quickly i was amazed...lols super hungry for no good reason...den nothing do so blog lor...haha =] thanz 4 reading bout my facinating no fall tuesday...hava nice week! seeyahsoon: yijing =] [loves the bear my mom bought for ME!]

went out with dad todae...

2009-08-22T11:07:00.003+01:00

after all the housework and everything...well dad did both the 扫地 and the 擦地todae...lols coz yeah i ran 2.4 ytd becoz i was sick on the actual day the school was suppose to run...so yeah...in the end the timing came out super fast, i guess becoz of the size of the field [already tried to run a bigger round] and mr hoo sort of like suan me and scold me say its impossible and he is just gonna give me an average score for me to pass...super sad becoz i ran quite fast but yeah...

den my dad and i went to the hospital to visit my great grand father...he had trouble breathing the other day and is now in the MICU...i didnt noe it was so serious until i saw him...he was sleeping becoz the doctor gave him some medicine in order to make him sleep...as in yeah he was super 辛苦 when he was awake so i guess they had to put him to sleep...the hospital already gave me the creeps and i was feeling like nauseous or something when the mask covered my face...but the moment i saw my great grand father, i was totally shocked...

there were like 6 or more wires attached to his face and 3 screens showing his breathing heartbeat and something else...there was a wire that went in his nose, no its a tube and it transported milk looking substance into his nose...i totally felt shocked becoz i didnt expect it to be so serious...in tha MICU the rooms are all small and only one bed per room...its like some emergency kinda room...the atmosphere was tense and my dad and i stood there for bout an hour or lesser, staring at him, listening to the constant breathing, looking at the monitor that shows his heartbeat which increases and decreases as and when it likes...

the breathing one went up and down and there is a tank giving him oxygen through the mouth...the sound of the air going in and coming out made me feel like crying and with every breath, he seemed to be in silent pain...all sort of wire everywhere and both my dad and i stood solemn...sometimes there was a jerk in his breathing, sometimes his heartbeat increase, but throughout the whole visit i was feeling sorry, and at the same time the pain that he was feeling...it looks so hurtful and i didnt now y all my kins are getting hospitalised...

after a long silent period, my dad summoned for me to go...den we thought of where to have lunch...my dad suggested expo so we went...there was an electric appliances fair and my dad bought me a $68 chinese writing pad...as in really write into the comp...my laptop cant really type chinese even though i installed the software but now i can write it...谢谢你,老爸!

den i felt like eating Subway so we 打包...look, i dont ever need to type 汉语拼音 anymore...lols 爱死你了老爸! den he bought himself a phone [touch screen] and yeah both of us are real happy...haha came home ate and tried to figure out how all the stuff works...his phone is damn cool...haha its samsung...and it rocks...lols

ok that's bout all for todae...thanz 4 reading and hava nice weekend! seeyahsoon: yijing =]
（可爱的周末被功课占有了）＝[ haha

sorry everyone...this time is my bad...

2009-08-22T05:10:00.002+01:00

this is the longest period of time that i stopped blogging...is it 2 weeks? or more than that? i really wanna apologise coz i've been having like millions of tests lately and i cant really like blog...if there are still sincere or faithful taggers, well thanz guys...next week still got chem test...grrr...

ok this post is to show that i still blog but not so often...so yeah...just written a song named Ai4 Shang4 Ni3...the melody is still in the making so not really ready but de lyrics are out...Y3! yijing loves you foreva! lols let's go taiwan tgt! i yearn for all's support the day Y3 becomes famous...=]

ytd chiwawa took our chem class den while doing de limewater experiment, miss farah's one was like super milky in colour and hers was like was transparent...=.= she just tries too hard...the other time the test she gave us not suppose to have a particular question in the end she put in den tried to buy us over with sweets...not tt i say she is bad or wadeva but the first impression she gave us already quite horrid...as an NIE i feel that first impression counts most doesnt it? as in the limewater experiment was fine and after tt she did one den donno wad happen den need redo in the end this half of the class was slower than the other... =.= haiz...

wont be putting pic in this post coz this was posted in midst of my online homework...which turned out to be some kinda scam coz yeah couldnt find de summary we needed to do...so come here slack...sianz...

hope u guys forgive me or something... =x i tink with the approach of the End Of Year, this period of dao-ness may increase... seeyahsoon: yijing =]
[My Beautiful Weekends, My Ugly Homework... =.=!!!]

Here is the Sunday post...

2009-08-04T00:24:00.018+01:00

2nd August 2009 Outing @ pottery & other stuff that followed...

todae was breakfast day...every first sunday of the month, the potters in thow kwang will meet up together at the treehouse and have a pot luck breakfast, in other words, everyone will bring a different kinda food and all of us share...lols im not exactly a potter but i always followed my mom there since young [when i say young, i meant the time that i had short hair =.= ] so everyone there treated me like one of them...isnt tt good? =]

well however, few of the potters were not able to make it and 2 were late...so in the morning there were only my mom, mrs tan and this lady named hua hoon [donno if i spelt it rongly]...we had a great chat and soon stella came...she is mrs tan's niece...mrs tan is sort of the manager in charge of the place fyi lols...

before the breakfast, we went to take picture of the dragon kiln...its going to be fired next week and my mom is taking night shift! woohoo the most important thing is I AM GOING! haha previous sessions of firing made me yearn for more...haha they were packing the pots into the kiln so yeah...

here are the smaller ones...i tink they are still finding place to put them or they haven decided where to put them at...haha

this is the inside of the kiln...i tink its height is only bout one metre plus so while taking this i had to bend my head...knocked it however and yeah owwww...haha

mrs tan said when she saw my backview she didnt noe it was me trying to take picture and she told me she almost said " erm girl, i help u on light and please dont step through" and stuff like tt...my mom and i had a good laugh...so here is one with the lights on...this is the back of the kiln...we are only firing front so yeah...

as u can see, there is a blocker there to prevent the public's entrance during this time...coz the pots packed in are still soft and fragile and no potters will tolerate any cracks or disasters happening to their pots...however, the blocker is only temporary...other times, the kiln is opened for public access...

this is the front of the dragon kiln...the tiny squarish hole is for the throwing in of wood during the firing to make sure it maintains its hot temperature...[when i say hot, i mean a thousand plus degrees] there will be a meter to measure the temperature and make sure it stays constant...

y do i always forget to rotate the pic? haha this is the pine tree [or wadeva] found in the center of the space for parking...its huge like a christmas tree...didnt noe y i took it...but i just did...

here are some scenes of pottery...as in the overview of the place...the shelter on the left is where the kiln is btw...

this is the place where all the display of pots are and the counter is deeper inside...

there was this peacock looking thingy beside the kiln...found it cute so i took its pic...remembered sandy being tied here...she is a dog btw...i wonder how she is...

this is the treehouse i was talking about...not exactly the one u guys had in mind but yeah its attached to this tree so yeah treehouse...

ooo branches... lols

this is from the top of the treehouse...

and this is the "inside" though its still in an open-spaced area...

here are the wood stacks!

getting ready for the firing...so yeah heard that they weighed tons...

was bored so i used negative to take pic...

it looks so eerie in a comfortable way...

and its like night time...or its like rain...i like it...

ooo imagine a figure suddenly appearing there...O.o

and its breakfast time! my mom told me to buy bao at the hawker center near our house...she said 15 n i bought 20... =x i keep tinking she wanted 20...didnt noe y...so here they are...lols mom ate one so 19...

here is the noodles that mrs tan cooked...she is a super talented chef coz every dish she cooks always melt my tastebuds away...lols one of my favourites is her pumpkin cake...ahhhh! lols this one was pretty fine as well...loves the chilli...its like super hot but tt day i didnt noe wads rong with me...i burnt my tongue few days ago and when the chilli came in its super painful...but damn shuang...haha

this is my milk tea...mrs tan always have 2 boxes of coffee powder or tea...every flavour and every kind...i wanted to drink tea so there it is! =]

den there was conversation...extreme left [mrs tan], middle [stella] and extreme right [hua hoon]

den we had a mother-daughter photo! lols i set it on timer mode...loves my phone! =]

i was bored and was playing with my hair...and look wad i found! im growing old...haiz

its like pure white can?

boohoo...im old...

sat there quite long and no one arrived...so i went to feed the fishes...muahahaha!

gobble gobble...

splash splash...

love this scene...so nice and calm...please dont let a face jump out... O.o

after that my mom start work glazing...so i took some pics of stuff...this one looks like spongecake...

they were trying out the effects of things on pots and this time round they wanted to wrap them with ba4 zhang3 leaf...hope it turns out nice...

i donno who made this but it looks like mua chee! it tastes like mua chee too! [just kidding]

found this interesting...one of the display i found...

and i start to work too...lols this is the thingy i made like months ago...no one fired...so i guess its going to go into the dragon kiln...jiayous! must come out in one piece k? and just incase it didnt, i took its pic...

the coloured stuff is broken pieces of glass...they help enhanced the effect...lols basically they will just melt and leave that crystal texture...so yeah...used different types of colour...one of the petals dropped when i was doing so but i fixed it back...the left bottom one...thats y there is a patch of water there...lols haven dry yet...

this is the birthday present that i made for mummy aw...lols god-mom...but her birthday was long over and they haven help me fire...but nw its going in as well...its heart dropped long ago and my mom said just fire seperately den when it comes out, use superglue...

haha but i managed to fix it...magic fingers...the other time no matter hw i tried it still drops...but it seems, todae its so simple...

here are all the stuff queuing to be packed into the kiln...

she is glazing her pot...lols its adding colour btw...

he is one of the potters and he came later...packing the pots in...lols

my mom had a malay wedding to attend at 3...so we left early to eat lunch...coz mom is vegetarian so malay wedding all the curry cant eat...at bout 12 plus we went to Novena Square to shop...coz the wedding venue is at Bishan...

lols the escalator seems cool...so i took pic....

a bit blurred coz im on the escalator...

the mall...

guess wad we had for lunch? SAKAE SUSHI!

while waiting for our orders, i took a pic of the conveyor belt...lols airport...

muahaha! my favourite dish!

my mom's eating this...usually i will eat it too..didnt noe y i didnt...

the portion of this food is getting smaller...last time its like 4 or 5...nw only 2...

the king of food! muahaha! soft shell crab! my favourite!

it looks great! taste great too...its like when u bite into it, the juice spills out...ok lah not so kua1 zhang1 coz crabs dont have juices...haha but u get wad i mean...

say cheese!

pose: suggested by mom...lols

den we went shopping and my mom heeyao all her vouchers out...one was mph and she told me to choose books or wadeva...so i bought a marker, staples for my stapler and 2 books...horror i tink...haha im weird dare to read but dont dare watch...

den we went to bishan mrt station to fetch mummy aw who was going with us to the wedding...the car turned all over the place and finally found the station...den have to turn all over the place again to find the clubhouse...i searched the directory and yeah when i almost found it, my mom reach ler...lols

the hall was huge and there were many people...bride and groom were still there...shook hands with their parents...coz its de parents that we know...there were gifts and they actually differentiate who take wad...den i was like wth...lols left within 5 mins...and didnt noe mummy aw wanted to eat...so we head down to changi airport to fill her tummy...

guess wad we ate? lols...we went to terminal 3 btw...

so while waiting for our orders i took pics again...

the counter...

we were sitting there at first but my mom decided to move coz no arm rest...

and we changed seat to this brown chair...

ceiling is special...just tt if drop, den i donno hw...

the cafe...

remembered this was the place where leesheng left for australia...and was the place where we last saw him... =[

and this was the background we used to take the last pic with him...feel so sad...

ok change topic...the drinks came first...left, some nuts thingy...inside actually contains nuts... [mummy aw's], middle, mine is iced mocha [mine!] and right, mom one is apple donno wad soda... [mom]

look at the cream...

yummy...its damn thick and nice...

forget to tilt again...lols

guess mummy aw was super hungry...she wanted me to share the tart with her...its raspberry...

den this vegetarian dish came first...saw tomatoes so i wasnt really keen bout eating it...and since mummy aw so hungry, its all hers...

den the bake rice came...i didnt hear wad they ordered but it tasted like chicken...was happily eating until i realise something...y is my mom eating it when she noes its chicken? den i was quite puzzled n tot she was only eating the cheese...

was happily eating when my mom actually saw the chicken inside...in the end it was a misunderstanding coz the order was suppose to be mushroom bake rice...den my mom realise y no mushroom den got chicken instead...told the manager and said we were vegetarian and he was like super duper sorry...he offered us one of the more expensive cake n starting mummy aw n i wanted to say its ok...my mom said ok sure...den both of us stare at her...

den we laughed coz yeah like damn zhi1 jie1...den the manager went in n yeah the next plate tt came out was the correct one...found out tt the chef spam the ingredients this time to imply his apologises...the manager kept on apologising everytime he walk past and kept on pouring water for us...i guess he must be feeling like wth i wann dig hole in ground n hide or something...wads more it wasnt his mistake and he was in a sense reprimanded for his worker's mistake...poor thing...

mushroom baked rice

here is the complimentary chocolate cake we received...

its super duper thick can? and damn nice...guess its more than 5 bucks per slice...

and we finished it...

my mom sent mummy aw to the bedok mrt station and we bid farewell...my bro is suppose to meet us at the airport after his work but he will take like 1 hour...so we told him nvm pack rice for him...

den i went to my dad shop to collect the chicken soup that one of the auntie made for me...omg its like wow coz she oso spam ingredients...she everytime cook soup for me...like my granny...wonder how she is in heaven...

ok that's bout all for my wonderful day...thanz 4 reading seeyahsoon: yijing =]

here are the school cat pics that i promised...lols plus loads of other random stuff...

2009-08-01T06:59:00.020+01:00

the school cat was entertaining me the other day while i was waiting for my mom's car...so yeah took damn a lot of photos...haha here they are...

here's her cute paw...lols

it was lazing around so much i tink i could fold her up...haha

den it sat up a while, letting its eyelids close slowly again...haha from this...

to this...

and finally this...haha

den i was bored so i used different styles of camera to take her pics...this is de negative one...looks like black cat...

this is sepia...haha i like this colour...

and finally emboss...kinda scary though like she was ran over by a car or engraved on the pavement...haha

this is a pic of my school in the 1940's...

and this was in the 1960's [where cameras had that little bit of orange-y colour] how do u know im lying? well truth is the Anglican house wasnt built back den...haha gotcha =p

the other time i gave her food...cat food of course and yeah took pics again... =] this time i was also waiting for my mom...

well i didnt do anything to her...its just that someone walked past, bouncing a basketball, scaring the daylights outta her...lolsi was quite shocked when i saw de pic coz yeah she lifted her head pretty fast...

and she was back to eating...

love her face... =]

after that she was busy cleaning herself up...

and this was the best pic i could take...haha omg so cute...its as if she was posing for me...

ok changing topic...the other time Jia-En drew me...lols and made my hair super straight...looks a bit like me actually...but my head is huge in this pic...haha she told me she purposely made my eyes larger den i was like =.= wth...

this is xue yi and its super cute...haha jia-en really has a gift in drawing...

this is lydia and its even cuter...haha

and finally yizhen...haha

jia-en totally surprised us coz she made us look totally real except in the anime format...haha decided to give xue yi lydia and yi zhen the pic of themselves although i wanted to keep them... although im de tallest, i look like some giant in this pic...haha

changing another topic...lols lets move on to science experiments in school...lols

the other time was bio lab...my lab partner, wendy, and i played scissors paper stone to see who will be de one doing the experiment...coz it requires running...i put scissors and she put stone...den i was like crap... lols well basically one of us has to take the pulse rate using a hige tech program on comp...den run and come back to take again... [y are my words underlined?]

so basically this 3 stickers are to be pasted on my arm...

like this...

and it will be connected to the comp and a reader by these 3 crocodile clips...thought will get some electric shock but dont have...haha...didnt manage to take de pic with the clips on coz its like super uncomfortable and tangled up...

and this is my pulse rate...haha its super tame so wendy was like saying wah u very calm leh...haha

so yeah ran 4 storeys twice which is 8 storeys and came back to take the pulse rate again...signs of increase and as time passes it slows down again though im still panting...haha quite a cool experiment...

the other experiment that i took pic of was bout some leafy thingy...need check some stuff bout the stomata...and here is my victim...lols

first step was to boil one of the leaves and observe...no its boil de water till its 75 degrees and put de leaf in...so with the help of this...taadaa! lols de laboratory thermometer, i got to work...

lols room temp. was 34 degrees coz everyone was boiling stuff...if u look closely, u will be able to see the mercury at 34...quite blur though...

so when it reached 75, in went the poor leaf...haha

cool bubbles...

find this rather interesting...

well yeah we were suppose to observe the bubbles forming and note that its the air being fored out due to the increase of temp. rather artistic though n wendy was like giving me killer face coz she say that her camera only 2 megapixel and cant take pic this clearly...lols

while waiting for the leaf to like boil, i saw this figure in the room and was like omg dead person! haha just kidding...its de modal of a skeletal system...so i took a pic...the curtains were flying due to the wind and made it look like some kinda haunted house...haha was tinking if the head suddenly turn and smile, i guess first reaction is to faint...lols

den we had to remove the chlorophyll of the leaf with alcohol...

quite cool as the colour slowly fades from the leaf...

this is xiu jian and she sits opposite me...lols she seemed excited...and of course this pis was taken without her notice...lols

and here is de chlorophyll...remembered there was this teacher that didnt teach us coming up to me and asking me why this why that so i answered her...she was very friendly and explained with detail why each and every step was necessary...she told me that removing the chlorophyll will make the changes be seen more obviously later when the iodine is added...

the hardworking class of 3J...loves bio n chem lab coz we are allowed to take pics...haha

and the leaf turned to this pale green colour...

unfolded it...

and dripped iodine on it...

suppose to turn blue black but the smiley teacher told me that the changes was not obvious...so yeah...

den stupid chiwawa came and poked my leaf, leaving 2 holes in it...everytime come and barge in donno for wad...so extra... =[ remembered the other time she spilled acid in the chem lab when she was suppose to demo how NOT to spill it while transferring to a test-tube...tsk tsk tsk...

next experiment: THE HEART! MUAHAHAHA! fyi, its not a model, its a real freaking pig's heart...lols and we did it before recess...i was feeling a bit bian4 tai4 that day becoz i didnt noe why i dare to touch it...it was filled with blood and stuff...

the only two people who dared to touch it was martin and me...the rest stayed a fair social distance away...haha i cut it open and we were suppose to label it...good thing that it doesnt give off weird smell...haha hands were full of blood and yeah threatened to wipe in on kahchon if he disturb some more...lols couldnt get pics of the cut up heart coz my hands were yeah red...lols but its not a pretty sight so i tink its best not to show...

the next experiment was on titration...lols is chem this time...here are the equipments...

loves the colour!!!! =]

end of experiment zone... =]

ok from now on its really all random stuff...haha ok this is my trademark...its an onigiri and its name is MANGO...haha

this is the bunny jia-en drew for my table...haha i told her to write the caption...

lols this is the two anime me...lols both drawn by jia-en...first one looks like me becoz of the hair and second is becoz of the eyes and dressing...haha should combine...

my pouch looks very bland at first...so i added some badges on it...haha love this bunny spongebob...lols

that puppy is my keychain...haha bought it for 30 cents from thailand several years ago...there was suppose to be the word "love" on its shirt and it faded but apart from that it is still in quite a good condition...

more badges on the back...haha self made by he badge maker machine... =]

this is even more random...lols my mom went to the petrol station to pump her car with oil...and that brought me a free cup of slurpee becoz of the price...haha its been damn long since i last drank slurpee...so yeah i was sper happy like a kid being offered a lolly...

finished it all up! =]

this was the tazmania devil ivy, zhekai and i gave to leesheng as a farewell gift on the last meeting with him at TM...before he migrated...damn sad coming to tink of it...haiz

so we made him buy us a gift each...ok not exactly but he told us his mom gave him 30 bucks and told him to spend them all...lols so he bought bears for ivy and i...de left one is mine and the right one was ivy's...took this pic at the outside playground on the top floor of tm...

den was bored at home so i took some pics of the teddy...

well the left one was given by charlynn, my senior in table tennis...she went to Australia for a trip and bought me a bear...was super happy...the middle one was given by ivy during my birthday with some other stuff and de right one was given by leesheng...

this was the box of my birthday present given by rachael...she gave me a huge domo and a box of sweets and chocolates...lols this is, of course, the box...

this one was the bear on the bunch of flowers given by Aunt Tina to my grandad when he was admitted to the hospital...mom told me to ask grandad for it before the bear gets thrown away becoz grandad cant find a use for it...so yeah he gladly agreed and i took it...lols had to break the stick that was stuffed right up the bear's butt for support on the bunch of flowers...was quite heartbroken...lols...

this is my jelly bean...lols we had to design the bean and everyone will stick theirs on the notice board...lols the font was done by lydia...rest by me...notice the "hai3" word? wanna noe y its there?

becoz the three of us are big fans of Fahrenheit "Fei1 Lun2 Hai3" so yeah each of us write one of the words and put tgt...yellow one is lydia, green one is yizhen and pink is of course, mine! =] the rainbow behind is also the hard work of ivy and i...lols

this is the other side of the notice board...of course now its filled with notices...but this was before it was filled...effort of rachel koh i tink...

the other time i went to the airport and found loads of cute post cards...

lols this is my mom's mother's day present...wrapped by me! muahahah! =]

this was taken when i was like super bored...was studying for lit and yeah see how coloured it is...haha...i saw a book tittle before...it's "To Mock A Killing Bird"...was quite amused by it...haha

looks like i very hardworking or something...haha

lols this is the cat at my tuition teacher house downstairs...damn cute...lols

called it and it looked up..haha

lols lydia's art....the other time she grabbed my hand and started drawing...lols

this was the open house of a condo near our school...shot was taken from tanah merah mrt station...lols

look at the amount of cars...

i love it when the sky is like this...

sad thing is when its like this, my mood follows it...

the other time i ate kfc..muahahah

this is the pottery other cat...more timid and afraid of public...

it fought with the orange one...so it got injured...

this was lydia's biscult...damn random tt day so i took pic...

and this was after the biscult...donno wads rong with me tt day...haha

the other time we went to a frog farm...the purpose was actually to bring my grandad out for a walk...he loves animals and fishes and stuff so my mom brought him and us [Tan Family lols] to pottery and farms...lols surprisingly there were loads of dogs at the frog farm and i took a few cute shots...

lols it stretched...haha

and smiled at me.... =]

this one is even cuter...

look at its huge eyes!

and snowy fur...

awwww...aint that cute? =]

we had loads of fun tt day...haha

this is random stuff...donno y i love to take pic of almost everything...lols
the Y necklace is my favourite and the dragonfly was suppose to be my hairpin...den it broke off so i made it my phone keychain...

took 3 pics of my bdae present...haha damn random this one is by kristy...

this one by Jia-en

and this one by jiaxuan and jiaqian...

the other time was sister teresa's birthday...and she celebrated it at thow kwang pottery...

my mom bought de cake...

and everyone started singing...

this was de card jiaxuan and i shared...well they provided the card...den we just wrote...

but before the cake there were loads of performance...and one was lion dance...

opps forgot to tilt the pic...this was the board where everyone wrote their wishes for her...

the atmosphere was great...there were singing, dancing and various other performance brought to her by almost everyone of the people that were present to celebrate her 112th birthday...
there was even a lucky draw and i got myself a ceramic piggy bank...haha

this was taken b4 we went there...its the reservoir near my house...somehow it looks like japan...haha and im like wearing such weird clothes like overseas...haha

the other time i went to Safari pet shop and took pic of many cute hamsters...haha

awww...snowy colour...

this is a bunny drinking from its bottle btw...

ahhhh! so cute! =]

lulaby and good nitez....

y are all de hamsters sleeping?

love this colour! so cute...

ooo...hey third hammie...dont u dare interrupt their beauty sleep...

ooo can exercise until sleep de ah? =x

one of the dogs waiting for its owner i guess...its poodle and yeah the pink stuff is like some kinda perm or something...haha damn cute...

ok haha i spammed a lot of photos ler...and if u managed to read this line..congrats co u better see a doc bout ur eyes...quite happy coz the results for my geography test came out ytd and i got A1 and its HIGH A1! haha lols im nuts...haha thanz 4 reading and hava nice weekend! seeyahsoon: yijing =]

hadnt been posting for bout a week...sorry guys...haha

2009-07-30T12:23:00.011+01:00

last saturday, on the 25th July, i went to do volunteer work with my family...the task was for us to wash shoes for crocs [yeah, the rubber shoe thingy]...reason why we had to wash? simple, they were shoes that others donated for charity...so obviously we have to make them look brand new before we could actually give them to people...it was at some industrial place so yeah took some photos before we started...adding on to the fact that we reached earlier than we were supposed to...

mom insisted that i take a pic with tt huge board with the word "crocs" spammed all over it...

the roof of the lower building that i saw next to the one we were on...guess wad i found?

among the huge pile of props i saw a familiar backview of someone, someone famous...lols SHREK! haha my camera was a bit blur coz i Shrek was quite far away and had to zoom...haha tot i was seeing things...

and of course, if u see shrek u will see his companions...the donkey and de pinoccio [spell rong?] the smaller ones like puss in boots were blocked...haha

loved the high view...lols my bro didnt dare to go any nearer...5th storey seems quite high coming to tink of it...

i tink that is Simei ITE? lols

huge pile of stuff...

and here are the boxes that contain the 4000 pairs of shoes waiting for us to start work...

detergents ans soaps of all brands were place in neat rows waiting to be used...

dad, me and mom...lols

and here we GO! lols the boxes were dusty but i refuse to wear the mask coz i noe i wont be able to breathe properly...haha

pairing time!

The Lim Family @ Work...haha

Why m i smiling like tt? O.o

the washing station...

well there were several stations...first one was pairing, second was washing, third was drying and forth was packing...i was at the first station all the while although i tried the washing station too...

taadaa! lols

xi shua shua xi shua shua

obviously i couldnt do it for long coz my skirt was rather short...so yeah haha

surprises could be found like every once in a while...haha like this pair of spongebob shoes...

my bro...

lols...why am i holding so many shoes? haha

mother and son...

he seems rather happy? haha

work harder...tons of shoes coming in!

there were bout less than 20 of us when we started..but soon more people came in and de person is teaching them and stuff...something we already went through earlier...the ones in red were from Temasek JC...

i ran all over sorting the good from de bad, the crocs from de non crocs and the pairs and colours and wadeva...lols its kinda fun coz its like some matching game or something...in total i stood for 6 hours...training on the previous day made my muscles cramp like nuts and plus these 6 hours, my legs didnt recover until tuesday...

soon lunch came 3 hours after we started and its macdonalds!

lols mom wanted to take me eating...my face was quite red becoz i had de rashes...should be from de dust...mom told me to change station and dry the shoes instead but i refuse...wads a bit of rash compared to kids in other countries with no shoes to wear, having their feet burnt by the hot ground?

when we were almost done, my dad wanted to take pic of the dragon outside so we did...lols i surrendered to the heat 5 hours later and tied my hair up...

here are the leather-based shoes drying pretty slowly under de sun...

here are the one-sided shoes and we couldnt find their partners...lols and that's my shoes...mom told me to stand there so i did...nw u noe wad i mean by matching game...have to be same colour design n size...lols

after we completed the cleaning, everyone was happy and clapped...took some group photos and left the place...when i reach home, i bathed and prepared for dinner...mom is bringing me to a vegetarian restaurant to eat with her friends...haha took a nap and yeah was ready to go...couldnt walk down the stairs properly due to my poor muscle...

haha these two boys are the twins of my mom's friend...pretty naughty and noisy but yeah managed to take a pic of them posing...one is Brandon [older on left], the other is Brian [younger on right] cant really tell de difference though...

these two are the daughters of my mom's other friends...haha

mom's friends and me...

my mom's friends kept on cracking lame jokes so yeah was quite [=.= ded] and one of them happened to say it when i was taking pic...so my eyebrows were like weird? lols

my mom and i...haha she was wearing high heels...so she looked taller...=x

wide spread of food...

it was quite an enjoyable day although my muscles really ache like mad...got the cip letter and was super happy coz its like 6 hours...haha my internet was a bit slow so i couldnt upload the photos last week...so the post was super lag...thanz 4 reading and hava nice day... seeyahsoon: yijing =]

i seriously hate tuesdays...

2009-07-21T14:57:00.002+01:00

well practically, tuesdays just took the place of thursday as the longest day of the week...and its like wth?! sianz 8 periods plus one more period of recess with each period 45 mins...it totally strained my energy...todae was horrid...its like common test period was the first and its physics so we were not affected [if u donno, im a bio chem student, double science]...den our chinese cher took the first period to do chinese in the super hot tuitorial room...den we had 2 period of chinese one bio and one chinese again...all b4 recess! its totally omg...i hate de chiwawa...haiz

so by recess my brain juice were all gone and i was walking like super slowly...den i remembered i wanted to print some stuff so i went to the library...just in time to realise my ez-link is in class and its needed to loan a comp...so i chiong up to 5th floor come back down to third again...den i asked the librarian if the printer ink was coloured...she said no den i just orh ok nvm and went in to load the comp...den i tried pressing the print button but no paper came out...in the end i found out it was inkless and told the librarian...den she was like oh the person nver put...den i was like y didnt u like tell me earlier...

as i was starving i went down to the canteen just to be welcomed by a huge wad, gust of wind made by the students inside...there were like million of ppl inside den i was like great dont need eat ler...sianz...den i just bought some fingerfood and green tea...was feeling damn hungry but too bad it cant be helped...just looking at the queues made me full...ate with lydia they all...first time though...and i was still sighing bout the library stuff...[in my heart] so i guess my expression was super well i donno? emo? coz yeah the next min lydia started to like fan me with her hand and told me to cool down...

i looked at her den i was tinking oh crap i got so into my thoughts i forgot the expression i was having...lols had been told since sec one tt i had some kinda killer eye or something and yeah many had became the victim of my eye when i was sad or mad...den i just smiled a bit [means no teeth] den continue eating...just to reassure lydia tt i wasnt going to kill her in the next min or something...

den i went to the bookshop and bought some stuff and met lydia yizhen and xue yi at the piano...recorded our first song...and was damn lucky coz the moment i stopped the recording shelton came...haha den kah chon with his super omg wet and sweaty body was invited to play the piano...and he rubbed his back against the piano chair and i was like tinking oh dear i nver wanna sit on that chair ever...lols he played a familiar song and yeah it was awesome!

the rest of the lessons were fine...ivy laughed till she cried during a math and it was amusing...after school there was training and it was super tiring...mom came and fetch me 20 mins after and the school cat entertained me...will upload her pics other times...coz i wann slp ler...haha ate kfc for dinner and was super full...

ok lah i tink i go slp ler...seeyahsoon: yijing =[

ytd was busy so didnt post

2009-07-18T01:38:00.008+01:00

ytd was quite a fun laughter day...remembered shelton saying in chem class that his body was burning...den de teacher asked y and germaine said oh coz he using slimming cream...everyone in class was somewhat shocked and surprised...lols den i told lydia "ta1 bi3 nu3 shen1 geng4 xiang4 nu3 shen1" den we laughed...

was writing de lyrics of a song for lydia as mentioned in my last post...and we went down during recess to the piano and i heard her melody line...calm and smooth, sounding like some emo korean song...so yeah now tt i sort of heard a little of the song, i edited the lyrics and was like listening to de music at night [i recorded it] and trying to figure out...but i hope she can change de flat part coz if anyone sings tt part it will sound outta tune...

P.E was cool todae...i scored 9 baskets for basketball and additional two 3 pointer shots...it was awesome! i couldnt even hit de board at 3 pointer last time and now i scored 2 goals! i was like jumping all over the place and its like OMG SO COOL! haha

had English summary test and its like about war...when i read it i got somewhat traumatized becoz this 13 year old girl had to use her rifle and kill a guy same age as her under de command of older officers...den i was like omg dont do it but she was under de threaten by a pistol...so she turned her head and shot the blindfolded victim once in de head and once in the chest...she couldnt eat properly for like one week and had to use cigar to covered de smell of blood tt she smells everywhere...its like super sick can y de school let us do this kinda paper...i was like omg and i actually imagined all de scenes of the war...got freaked out by how they torture ppl...

chinese was slack becoz 2 other relief cher took over for listening comprehension...de chers were like saying y must we climb up 5th floor instead of u guys going down and we told them we got test de next period and said like 2 people climb better then 33 people climb...den they rebutted saying tt both of them de age adds up to 100...and we said whole class add up 300...lols...de listening compre was boring and de person reading, inside de comp, was like omg lulaby or something...

after school there was a math test on partial frac and modulus func...i totally...omg haiz dont care ler bah...its like sianz...everytime after a test i will feel de same emo way...got used ler...

when i reached home my bro was doing de housework so i was happy enough...den i cleared de cage of my bunny...ooo talking bout tt here are more pics i took of my bunny! and i have pics of her babies last time too...de ones i bred...

this is Rambi...she died becoz last time i brought her to my dad shop, the public fed her grass and i tink de grass had pesticide...i cried bitterly...she will always be in my heart...and i only have one pic of her...wad a pity...she was a sweet thing and was tame...come when i called...

this is Brownie, if u donno...lols she is my bunny...5 years old ler...i will cherish her more now...

i was bored the other day so i took pics of her from different angles...

this was blur and coincidental becoz yeah she suddenly licked herself...haha fluffy fur..

loved this particular angle very much coz it high-lighted her sweetness and innocence...haha isnt she cute?

haha its looks like a baby bunny becoz her ears seemed shorter...wanted to pinch her face but i dont tink she wants tt...

didnt noe y her ear was like one up one down...

she seemed rather vain as well...coz i was changing de degree and position to take different angles and her head turned where-ever i went...haha maybe she loves taking pictures coz everytime i do so, she will stay very still...lols

this is Snowbell...Brownie's husband...lols his ear was de "good job" done by my younger couz...she pulled it and the vein broke...=.= i was super heart pain...but nw he was given away to my moms friend...den long long story...and finally he was confiscated by the rabbit society...arrrggg damn it...i wonder if he is still alive...my mom wanted me to choose between him and brownie...choose brownie coz she is much nicer and she dont bite...snowbell however made me bleed like donno how many times...mischief bunny...

this is brownie and snowbell when they were young...and as evident from the picture, snowbell's ears were up at first...

and here they are sharing a snack...how sweet...its amazing how fast they grow...but in my heart they will always be the cute and young babies i had...

& Here Are Their Kids! lols if u nver see baby bunnies before...well they look like this...this was de biggest badge she gave birth...six...one brown and 5 white...

awww...

and now they have a bit of fur...lols

and they grew older...this was taken at de pottery place...tt time was 2005 i tink...so dont laugh at my hair...=.= haha arent they sweet?

haha find de bunny...lols this was another badge

all my bunnies love the white bear...dont noe y...haha

piano...lols they were sleepy and actually slept when i put them there...

awww...

haha opps...

i can even stack them tgt...=x

this was another badge...in total brownie had 8 births, with a large amount of 42 babies! haha

milk time...haha

motherly love...it doesnt have to be taught...

awwww...

sit and reach...how i admire...haha i wont be able to do that forever...lols

slowly they grew...

look like piglets...

and they grew...

apparently they were given away to my friends couz and whoever who wants them...well in the first place i bred them becoz my friends and other people wanted them...haha its fun and cool as i saw the whole growing process...i would give anything to go through that again... =]

my mom bought this cheese cake coz it was on offer or something...i tink its raspberry...the red stuff on top is sour though...but i loved de cake...

and this was my first slice...muahaha! lols

this is my school cat...ok not exactly but it loiters around my school front gate everyday...anyone that studies in my school should know this cat...it was sleeping the other day and i called it...didnt realise until she gave me de "i wann sleep" look...she opened her eyes den closed them again, facing me...found her cute so i snap some pics...haha

damn cute...lols she have a weird purr though...and she is well-known for horny-ing guys...lols

was making de water babies when i was bored...looks like pearly...but it looks gross as well

den finally it become like this...now i cant even see de blue balls inside coz its very packed up...i should get another bottle or something...

sianz...its like a "FELT LIKE SLEEPING" day

2009-07-16T13:59:00.002+01:00

i was like super duper tired out todae and its like haiz...nothing much happened todae just tt kangyu as usual was sleeping in class and he didnt noe tt ss and amath switch period...in the end we told him he slept through amath and he was like omg? really? y mr neo nver wake me up tt kinda thing...it was super funny...den we lied to celeste and xin ying tt they went to de toilet for one whole period and they were shocked too...the whole class got a good laugh, including our ss cher...i love her coz she is so nice...haha

ate damn a lot for recess and still actually feel hungry...crap...m i getting fat or something? haha was thinking of how to write de song lydia wanted...lols she wanted me to write de lyrics and she will make de music...haha so yeah quite puzzling in a sense its my first try and i wanna make it best...so she came up with the tittle "dong1 tian1"...hmmm...was like cracking my brains for the whole day...and on my way back home, the songs tt came out from my mp3 were like all emo, and trying to get me into de mood of writing poems...haha tt little thing really noes my feelings...

forgot to bring the collection slip so i couldnt collect my IC...i hope its not ugly although i would have preferred a coloured pic...black and white looks old...haha besides, de camera-man gave me such a nice blush with the flashlight...its a pity it cant be shown...lydia wasnt feeling well so i went with her to tell ms farah tt she cant attend chem remedial...in the end ms farah told her not to go as de other students were having a balancing equation test...cool hope she recovers soon...

remembered ivy trying to yawn with her mouth close in the morning but in the end it was somewhat forced open...den i was like laughing and both of us just giggled like crazy...den during recess, i showed jia-en and ivy a clip on talking animals and its like super hilarious...they laughed too and i was like hahaha...lols if u wanna see here's de link... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uxZabf3u89s

it was a spur moment kinda reaction/expression u see on people's faces when u show them funny stuff...its just like cool u get to see it once in a million times...haha maybe that's y i enjoy making people happy...crap...dong tian...wad should i write...hmmm

haha ok i wont talk too much...tmr got amath test...haha seeyahsoon: yijing =]

horrid day...haiz

2009-07-14T11:45:00.003+01:00

Didnt know why was so sway todae
I totally suck in every way
I feel so mad i could squash a car
It's becoz of that stupid CHIWAWA!

She screamed, she shouted she think she big
The look of her face just makes me sick
I thought she was nice in the very first place
Now i noe my horrible taste

She scolds people for nothing at all
If you hear a crow, well that's her call
She freaks you out with her eerie face
And this is like the first damn case

Almost everyone in class hates her
I tink we all prefer a Sir
She didnt even fulfill her task
And she was super hard on us

She scold me todae although i explained
I hope she will disappear with a 100th plane
With her in remedial, it's sour as lime
I wont go even if i failed a million times!

She drove me so mad i could poke her with a fork
I just wanna fold her up and stuff her in a box
I donno wads her problem, donno wad she wants
I hope she goes away for a million zillion months

Why is she so mean to the rest of the class
Tiny little things and she kicks up a fuss
For goodness sake give us air to breathe
We will be so happy when you leave

I noe im evil saying all these
But its better than settling with my fist
i feel like crushing her up and stomp madly
However, i cannot do that, so sadly

I just hope she stops all her nonsense
So we can start to study and learn
I tink i will fail my Bio test
And who's fault is it? My case, i rest

She looks just like a shooting star
The one we hope goes ever more far
The one that will land in some big ocean
The one that gets stranded on some weird island

She feels just like the big huge sun
Drying our brain juice, taking away the fun
Love the limelight, even at night
And shines on the moon, as if she very bright

I am still feeling "WAD THE HELL"
I hope i dont present her show and tell
Or the next thing i noe, she will gimme zero
And i will be mad, from head to toe

In conclusion, i rest my case
With this weird person that i faced
The class will be happy if she goes away
And i LIVE TO SEE THAT PRETTY DAY!

i didnt noe why the poem came out so smoothly and quickly...but i guess its becoz of the level of my anger...the more agitated and emotional i get, the faster the poems generate...haha this is de equation i got from myself...horrid day, confirm fail bio, kena kp by teacher, got disappointed by cousin WTH IS WRONG WITH TUESDAY? i used to hate monday but nw i love it...heck i guess its just life...arrrrgggggg i rest my case... seeyahsoon: yijing =[

sianz...SAH& DHW day

2009-06-29T14:20:00.004+01:00

well todae was a SAH & DHW day...its like so boring i couldnt have died...btw if u dont get de initials, it meant Stay At Home & Do Home Work day...my tummy was still bad...didnt noe y...perhaps i ate something wrong? hurts all day and stuff...had me banging the table and almost crying or something like tt...sianz its just an ordinary day...guess it was something like this...

maybe this?

no i tink its this...haiz

good that tmr i get to go out though...muahaha its my school's choir concert...at the esplanade...wonder wad im gonna wear...a dress? im not sure but i will be meeting ivy outside...feeling kinda weird now...uncomfortable to be exact...i really hope i recover soon...sianz...its like drowsy-ness the whole day and when i tried to do my work, my head spins and i need to lie back down n sleep or something...did some work though...hope the answers are correct...pale lips and face for the whole day i guess...no apetite for dinner...good thing for lunch my bro went out to buy...coz if it was me, i would have like died...rainy weather adds on to my drowsy-ness...so its like ill yet comfy? i donno? its just tt kinda feeling when u wanna sleep and u cant...so u just strain urself until u run outta energy? sianz...

suddenly felt like some kinda baby and wanna cry...sianz...ok i shall stop here coz my tummy is acting up again...seeyahsoon: yijing =[

sorry all...

2009-06-28T14:38:00.002+01:00

these few days i really cant find the time to post...i am seldom online on msn as well...so sorry...well yeah i hadnt been feeling well these few days...poor tummy...and i had been quite busy with my homework and other stuff...sianz...i really have a lot of photos to upload and a lot of stories to tell with those photos but i really cant find the time to upload it...sorry guys... i will try to do so asap...just to make u guys jealous, my school doesnt start tmr! =x haiz i need stress-relievers...=[ seeyahsoon: yijing =[

ps so long nver post... =x

2009-06-19T13:12:00.003+01:00

i was like chiong-ing homework until i realised my school doesnt start next week! got extra week of hols coz of AYG! wooohoooo! yay-ness...haha happiness! AYG i LOVE U! lols...sianz so many homework...even tuition ones...im going nuts...

ok lah just to make my blog live-lier lemme write a poem...hmmm...must tink...let's write something funny? let's see...

Once there lived a poor old man
Who roamed the streets all day
His clothes were torn, he had dirty hands
And he longed for a job with pay

One fine day, he was strolling along
He saw a magic harp
Carved on it was a little song
And he sang it while he rubbed

"Come on Genie, come on out
Your master awaits you
Gain your freedom without a doubt
Just grant 3 wishes will do"

In a puff of purple steam
The genie awoke
He yawned he stretched and he gleamed
Amidst the fog of smoke

I'm at your service, sir
To give you what you need
Oh great and mighty master
Which of your requests must i meet?

The old man seemed rather surprised
But continued thinking
All of a sudden, there were loud cries
As the old man started sobbing

Please help me to find a job
A job that has a proper pay
Only that could stop my sobs
And last me through my future days

Your wish is my command
You have the final say
I will help you as fast as i can
To get you a job with pay

But I can give you something else
Like the riches you've longed for
This could start you from where you fell
Outta the sky they will just pour

Indeed the gold coins poured from the sky
And started to pile in front of the man
Soon, the piles became so high
That they drown him, as fast as they can

"Help!" the man shouted from beneath the piles
"I can't even move 'coz they are so firm!
They are crushing me like red, brick tiles
So get me out before i seize your freedom!"

"Your wish is my command
You have the final say
I will help you as fast as i can
To get you out and see the day"

In seconds, the piles were gone
And the man looked empty and blank
The man's clothes were still dirty and torn
And deep down his heart just sank

"I wasted 2 wishes at the same time
And it's all your fault
Now I'm still poor without a dime
Feeling so appalled

"I'm sorry my master, I did my best
But my magic seemed so dead
This really put me through the test
I'm so sorry", the poor genie said

"Sorry NO CURE!" was the answer he got
The old man became mad
He tried to punch, and both of them fought
The ending was so sad

The genie mis-used his magic
And casted some on the man
The old man started to feel really sick
So he held out his hand

But soon, the old man suddenly froze
Solid as rock, cold as ice
He became a tree with that single pose
Not a tiny blink from his old eyes

The genie had gone against the law
One that said "Mis-use of magic"
Isn't it sad from what we just saw
Let's weep at the sadness of this tragic

And as for the man, he still stood tall
As one of the trees in the park
Maybe if you actually try to call
He may just answer, so try your luck...

THE END...Composed by ME! =] seeyahsoon: yijing =]...

a horrid day...loads of bad stuff happen but im just too weak to care...

2009-06-15T14:49:00.005+01:00

i was jerked awake this morning...not by an alarm, not by thunder/ lightning, not by my parents, not by a loud noise...but by a horrible nightmare...it was indeed scary and i really do hope it doesnt happen in real life...i was quite freaked out by it...woke up panting and perspiring...nobody was home though...

well the dream started off with me running through a hawker center with all the weird stalls that i never seen before...i couldnt remember [as in when im in the dream], wad happened before the running, i tink my parents brought me and my aunt and her family out...i even remembered the carpark which our car is like parked? i tink we were shopping and i didnt noe how i got lost from them and ended up at the hawker center...

it happened somehow fast but somehow slow...so as i was trying to retrace my steps, thinking hw the hell or for that matter, what the hell made me run and pant like some bull, i turned back and realised a man was chasing after me...he was, i tink mid-thirties or forties, grey or green shirt cant remember and i tink he was either chinese or malay...couldnt really tell becoz of the skin colour...its just confusing and in the midst of running, who cares wad he is anyways?!

i noe he was chasing madly at me and i was running like crazy...although i seemed quite lost as i dont understand the situation, something tells me he wanted to kidnap me or yeah wadeva just catch me...the thought of it made me shudder and of course, run faster...i remembered no one in the hawker center took any notice of the both of us and i just ran on without any screams well either i was too shocked or well there didnt seem to be any screams coming...

i tried to grab some orange bowls on the table which were stacked up neatly, i guess by the cleaner...but i missed and the man behind gave me a sinister smile, implying haha u cant throw them at me...den i continued running and saw the trolley that the cleaner always used...i shoved it behind me and shouted "HELP! BAD GUY!" in chinese...there was some commotion and i didnt turn to see wads happening becoz i dont wanna take the risk...i didnt noe if the passerbys will help so maybe if i turned he may catch me and gimme hell or wadeva...

so i ran on and on until i reached the carpark...i had my phone with me and nothing else...that is kinda weird coz yeah i will always bring a bag with all my keys, music player and stuff...but that day i only had a phone...tried to phone my parents while in search of my parents' car in the carpark...i remembered the carpark was super creepy but i didnt care becoz i was in a rush, still afraid that the guy was hiding somewhere waiting to jump on me and tear my skin or wadeva...

i went down a slope to basement one of the carpark and 3 of my younger cousins came running to me...i was super relieved i tink i could cry...they were just like very young, with the oldest only primary one...so they showered me with questions where i was and wadeva...i remembered i smiled and ignored them, while hurrying to the car where my aunt, uncle, mom and dad were standing outside the car, all with anxious faces...i oso felt the stone in my heart lift up, relieved that i out-ran a man and managed to like i donno? get outta trouble?

my parents hugged me and yeah...i didnt remember getting into the car but i could hear some background voices...with the loudest saying, she should be kidnapped...and mumbled on...i tink that must be the boss scolding that man for like missing or going back empty handed...den my aunt asked if im ok saying that she saw the police in the hawker center...and with that, i jerked awake...

its really awful having to wipe sweat off ur face while trying to run away from a guy u never seen in ur life...i couldnt remember how he looks like nw though in my dream his features were quite like obvious...coz other dreams like this, the bad guys always had blur faces...this was rather clear but nw i cant really remember much...i only noe when i woke up, i panted like crazy...i didnt even noe if its a dream coz it felt so real...typing bout it made my heart accelerate...so wen i left home for training todae, i was pretty scared...didnt noe y though...

i had horrible crampz todae and it seriously gave me a lot of problems...it hurt damn a lot and there was no one to help me and nothing to help me with...so in the stadium, i held my stomach, which contracted as and wen it likes...the chang cheng gate was closed so i walked to the back gate which was closed too...the stupid thing was that the only gate left was the main gate and that is a half an hour walk..wads more, stupid-ly i climbed the dumb dumb chang cheng and wen i reached the top, it was closed...arrrgggg that 1oo plus steps, all wasted...

so feeling angry, sad, disappointed, lost...i took a pic from the top of the stairs...u cant even see the bottom of the steps from here... =.=!!!

i waited at the back gate for like 5 mins, still refusing to give in to the fact that i have to make my long way to the front gate, i saw the auntie coming...she asked me "ni3 mei2 you3 men2 jing4 ah?" i smiled and nodded...den she let me in and let herself out...locking the gate behind her...i didnt noe wads wif all the locking but its kinda irritating...

i arrived slightly later todae, partly due to the gate, but i was still 2 hours earlier...the guys coach even asked me why i came so early again...well coz im bored...den i saw some ants carrying some weird stuff so i took photo...

looks like a bug, i donno but i do noe that the ants were trying their very best to like move it to where-ever they want it to be...

zooming time...lols...

den i did some tuition homework and tried doing all the dumb dumb questions that got me stuck the last time...still stuck though, only like 2 or 3 questions were figured out again...lol and if u wondering wad i was doing...well, tada!

irritating circles!!!!! =.=!!!

i was cramping and wanted to die...during the first 2 hours of training, well it was just horrid...i couldnt play properly [though i won a match =x, should be luck i guess], and yeah everytime i bend to pick a ball, i will stand up to see darkness...its like dizzy all the way and i managed to last through...one thing cool is that during my break, i drank the not cold blueberry tea and my crampz seemed to be gone for the next hour...its damn cool...

one of my juniors [who is taller than me =.=] scared me with her hand and i jumped...so i wanted to tickle her and tried to stomp the floor so she will like run or wadeva and ended by stepping on one of her shoes...den both of us were like holding each other's hands trying to keep our balance and i was apologising like mad...she shook her head and smiled, implying that it was nothing...and went off to change or something...come to tink of it the scene was rather amusing...luckily she wasnt a guy...haha

den the running of the table made me like almost faint, coz i ran thrice while the others ran only like twice...i was with another group so yeah...after training, i walked up the stairs of bout 20 steps, on my way to the chang cheng gate when i saw xueyi walking the opposite direction...i asked if it was locked and she nodded...so i walked with her to the back gate and realised it was locked too...we were like planning to climb over the fence but hesitated when i told her the residents will complain if they saw us...complain complain complain...everytime a bit oso complain... =.=!!!

so we wanted to get the security to open for us...in the end he refused saying very not clearly wad the school say cant open or donno wad...den both of us had to walk the super long way under the scorching sun and turn one big round to get back to the path at the back gate and be on our way...when we parted, and i continued walking, my feet felt super tired and numb...i couldnt really feel them beneath me...

i tripped over a rock and almost fell...den i bought dinner and realised i had not enough money for my bro's dinner...didnt eat lunch and felt super weak and now i hav to like take 9 stops instead of 8 to buy dinner for him...wth...i took some money from my dad and went off...i tot i had a few cents left that was enough for one more bus ride but i was rong...den i had to pay cash...

when i got off i went to 7-11 to top up and the person told me they couldnt do so with the new card until july...i wanted to strangle them but yeah its not their fault either...its just that todae was so horrid and nothing went my way...i smiled and said nvm den went to buy my bro's dinner...and i had to walk back one bus stop to get back home and was dead when i reached home...

i was weak, tired, irritated and yeah all the stuff so i just sat on the edge of my bed, trying to breathe again as i remembered the dumb night mare i had...grrrrr...kept on drinking water, i oso donno y and my bro complained saying that i bought too much meat...he came home at like 11? how i noe he is not gonna be hungry? i tried to like complain to my dad bout the school gate and he refused to listen saying that wad if u like that den next time we go climb mountain, dont bring u...den say wad i a bit complain...so i had enough and went up...den few mins later my mom had probs with the comp and she screamed my name...i was like arrrggg...den in the end it was just some dvd thingy...donno lah...

wells anyways its just horrible n i hope tmr will be much better...

this is shiro...the other time i went to jis-en's house and yeah he was the company i had there...

kinda cute huh?

look so ke lian...

but i changed my opinion when he left his mark on me...its like he didnt dare to jump off the bench and i was sitting beside so he used my as a support and while jumping, his claws just yeah as u can see in the pic...he even bit, no its nibbled me on my left leg at the bottom coz he tot i was playing with him...naughty dog...and this scratch was amazing becoz i only like found out when i reached home and bathed, which was like 2 hours after? wth... =.=!!!

ok thats bout all thanz 4 reading...seeyahsoon:yijing =[

posting for 2 days...lols yesterdae and todae...

2009-06-14T12:13:00.011+01:00

13th June 2009, Saturday...

todae i woke up in the morning at round 9 plus...was quite bored and the day passed with the company of the television, comp, and my wonderful bed...haha coz i took naps everytime i feel like it...i watched a badminton match on tv and its damn cool with all the cool moves that the two players used...one was from thai, the other was from korea...its very exciting and as the game proceeds, its like watching the real match right in front of u! its happening live at the singapore indoor stadium though...lols

den in the evening, we went to fetch my grandad's cake and brought them [granny & grandad] to the restaurant to have dinner...it was to celebrate my grandad's 70th birthday, though he still looks young enough...and also to celebrate fathers' day? im not sure...but yeah i took some pics again...hope u guys enjoy... =]

the first dish was the bunny erm bao? i donno but yeah its for like shou4 or something...didnt wanna eat it at first, coz of the obvious reason that its a bunny but yeah just ate one in the end...

one of the dishes that followed was roast chicken and while getting one of the pieces with my chopsticks, BLUB! it went into my glass of water right in front of my plate...oh gravity! haha and i had a new oily drink, which i obviously dont dare to touch...

after all our delicious food, it was time for the main cast of the day, the cake! lols, i find the peach kinda small though...but overall, the cake looks good...its huge too...

outta the box it comes!

i took the features of the cake becoz it was so beautifully done...this was the tree and looking at the way it branches out, i guess the baker at the cake shop must have had put in a lot of effort, while trying to stop his hands from shaking or something...haha

and here are the peaches! lols...

this was the crane...it simply looks gorgeous! haha the leaves in the tree looks so artistic as well!

i didnt take any pics during the birthday song coz my mom was taking...after that i felt random so here are the 7 large candles that stood so proud and tall during the birthday song! haha

after that it was cutting of cake time! this one is kinda blur coz my mom's hands were moving while trying to get the peach out...so yeah

and this was the sugary looking "SHOU4" that was on the cake...wonder who wanns it?

and the cake gets di-sected...ooo sounds scientific...=x

and its "random picture taking" time! haha this is my uncle's son, which is my couz...he is kinda stubborn coz he doesnt allow any girls to touch him except for his mom...in an attempt to carry him, my other couz had tantrums thrown on them...lol

this is jiaqian...

this is jiaxuan...

both of them seemed rather zi lian todae...lols...

and there's my grandad...haha birthday boy...enjoying his cake...

he seems to be totally engrossed despite the noisy atmosphere around...

ooo wads jiaxuan doing? 0.o

this is jiajen, wait or is it jiajin? not sure lols but his sister, poor jiamin couldnt come todae due to her fever...poor thing...i sure hope she can go out with us on tuesday...

this is my aunt and beside is jiali, her daughter...

this is my uncle's other child, whose brother was in the bumble bee suit up there in the previous photos...this is the oldest sister, yun-en, and there is a second sis, den followed by the bumble bee... =x

random photo...

after everyone had a piece of the cake, there was still this much left...lols so u can imagine how big it was...there were bout 21 ppl present btw...

ooo nana...wads wif that fierce look? O.0

i used black and white for the fun of it...ooo two of u again! haha =]

random...

and the finale! jiaxuan eating her cake!!! TADA!

look how she enjoys the creamy texture on her spoon...me wann! AHHHH!

so yeah it soon got late and jiaxuan came over to my house to stay again...she wanted to go to pottery again though she is like leaving for malaysia on monday...no fair, i wann go... T.T...this time as i hesitate to on the air con, it seems to understand and was extra cold, colder than last week...not bad...haha

14th June 2009, Sunday...

i woke up at round 8 plus and shook jiaxuan awake...we had breakfast at the coffeeshop with my mom and after buying some stuff from sheng siong, we were on our way! lols...at the pond, it was the folio of jiaxuan coz all the pics were here...let's enjoy...haha but i forgot to rotate all...opps...

this was her beautiful piece of art when i tickled her while she drank water...cool huh? lols that is her ballet looking shoe...

found this rather nice...can see her eyes...haha

after that, we sent her home and my mom cooked noodles...

with my special order...OYSTER SAUCED VEG! MUAHAHA! lols...

so yeah that's bout all...thanz 4 reading and hava nice holiday...sianz my holiday ending in a week's time... =.=!!! seeyahsoon: yijing =]

quite a fine day

2009-06-10T14:02:00.013+01:00

todae i woke up at round 8 plus with backaches again due to my mattress...had to like crack a few bones and stuff before i felt better...didnt take note of the time and wen i bought my lunch and reach school, it was only 10am! haha that was even before the guys' training start! n mine starts at 1.30pm...its like wth...haha

den i bought can drinks and one of them was lemon barley...well let's witness the spectacular!

it turned from this...

to this...

to this...

den this...

and this...

finally all of these!

dont get the wrong idea...i do not hate yeos...in fact i love them...i just wanted something to vent my anger and sadness with to main-tain my sanity...thanz yeos!

den come of the barley dripped and ants started coming...i wanted to chase them away but instead, took pictures of them...

this is the actual size...

i was bored so i zoomed...

and zoomed more...

was wiping when i accidentally injure one of the ants...its still moving but not a lot...so i took a pic...this was the actual size...

den i

and ZOOMED...haha its kinda cool coz u can see its feelers and stuff...disgusting though

den i started reading my book...its chinese and had loads of weird pics in it...

i was tinking, shouldnt a cello be placed on the floor instead of her lap? haha

i like this one coz its nice...

there were other series...so scary...

haha read the words in the box...its like so cool...if u cant see it says" yao4 zhi1 dao4 zi4 ji3 shi4 ben4..."there is a de4 behind though...

training ended so i took pic of the ping pong room...

and the meeting room...haha

extreme right is our coach...not very clear coz my hand was shaking from the run we had...

den we walked along here to go to the front gate...my mom was going to fetch me so i was quite happy...

this one looks brighter coz i walked into the sunlight...

and here are my friends...left is jasline and right is jinyi...haha

haha...

they went off and i waited outside the gate for my mom...sat on one of these metal stuff...good that it was strong enough to hold me...i tink they are for posters and banners...

den i was bored and i took my shadow! lol

den i took some trees...

after that i zoomed in on the path and found it cool...

a fed-ex drove pass and i took too...donno y though...

den i decided to take different types of pic of the same background...this is the original...

this is the emboss mode...

this is the black and white...

this is the negative...love it...looks damn cool...

and this is sepia...haha

my mom came and we went to Tampines Safra to eat Sakura...waited for it to open and rushed in as the first customers...lol with my bro...i was super hungry so i ate quickly...thinking back i still feel rather full...haha i dont noe if im allowed to take pics but i did...2 only however...

here is the sashimi corner...

and this is well the overall?

haha den reach home bathe and blogged...that's bout all...thanz 4 reading... seeyahsoon: yijing =]

sorry i was too busy to post...so yeah here are the 3 days i missed...

2009-06-09T05:48:00.009+01:00

Sunday, 7th June 2009
jiaxuan stayed over at my house the previous night and we only decided to sleep when it was about one...so obviously in the morning we were very tired...my mom came in to off the aircon, which well, practically is spoiled coz it only turned cold like in the middle of the night and suddenly turn back warm again...i guess it became a heater rather than an aircon...nevertheless, i was sneezing crazily in the morning, coz i tink i m super sensitive to aircon...i remembered staying at jiaxuan house with their super DUPER COLD aircon and they sleep with a freaking fan as well! i was totally frozen every morning and by the last day, i caught stomach flu...it was horrible...

ok coming back...we prepared and went to Sheng Siong to buy some snacks and goodies to feast at when we are at Thow Kwang...haha the pottery place that i loved...den we went to fetch jiamin, the one that went to us to kbox ytd...so on that car trip, that was nearing an hour, with me sitting in the center of both of them, i feel rather weird...it was exceptionally quiet, and the silence was rocking me to sleep...i tried to keep awake as my eyelids flutter shut after a minute...

soon, my mom started asking some questions which was not related to me, so apparently i still felt like sleeping...when i tink i couldnt take it anymore, as i watched the passing trees turn into a blur, we finally reached...i got out of the car and stretched myself, planning to slap myself awake if the stretching doesnt help...but in the car i did a lot of tinking...haiz

we went up to the treehouse and waited for the others...we thought we were late but we were actually early...cool...den i decided to snap a few photos...haha =x

this is the view from the tree house...and all the coloured stuff there are ceramics or pots...for sale of course...

this was the tree that was supporting the house...ok fine not a house, a platform...will take the whole thing next time to show u...didnt noe y i was so stupid, not tinking of that...

this was from the platform oso and yeah that is the stairs beside the bench where we come up from...got spider web and ants and stuff but its nature so i dont care...haha

another view...

i didnt noe y i decided to take pics of the top but i just did so here it is...haha

both jiaxuan and jiamin were playing psp, so i, sitting opposite them, decided to take a few snaps...

haha jiamin didnt noe or se would have killed me...she was scratching at a mosquito bite in this one...

jiamin's turn to play psp...haha jiaxuan saw me taking so she slipped away immediately...

i caught both of them unaware this time...i was totally bored so i was waiting like a predator just to capture the picture...no wonder xinying said im good at taking pics without ppl knowing...=x

as we were the first few, only mr and mrs tan were there to well, chat with my mom...my mom is behind the pillar btw...

den i decided to take a pic with the negative function...cool ritez? haha and their shirt all turned different colours...

i tink that is mrs tan...i donno coz yeah not very clear...should be lah...from this point of view, it looks like some kinda gate to a haunted house...

i loved this picture the most coz it looks very artistic...[not that i am trying to imply im artistic] but this pic show a kinda mysterious forest that i wanna explore...haha

i didnt remember taking this...i tink jiamin took coz she was playing with my phone, typing messages and taking pics...haha

after a while, my mom's friends all started streaming in and there were more and more cars coming in...well the routine was that, every first sunday of the month, all the potters will gather here and have a pot luck breakfast...which means each of them bring a kind of food and share with the rest...coffee, tea and milo will be provided by mrs tan coz she has like many boxes of different kinds...den de bowls and utensils as well, will be provided by her...there was a new kinda food that day and its pita! haha its damn cool coz i have always seen it on tv and wondered how it taste like...i even see it in the cartoon Simpsons...

it was made by one of the potters and yeah i was super interested...so i took one piece and decided to savour it at the corner...i tink it contains heibihiam [some chili shrimp] and i saw cucumbers...i didnt noe wad the rest of the ingredients were but at that time i had a thought..." i dont care if it poisons me and if im gonna die...coz if i dont take a bite, i wont noe wad a pita taste like and totally regret it..." didnt noe y i had this weird thought but i knew i will regret it if i didnt eat it...

so yeah, carefully, i took a small bite...ate nothing but the skin in the first bite and it taste a bit like flour...den i continue with a second bite and if anyone saw me eating, they would have noticed the tiny smile emerging on my face...and that little cheerful laughter in my heart...haha its so nice that it covered the awful taste of the cucumber! YUMM! haha

after that the three of us went to feed the fishes at the fish pond [FAVOURITE PLACE!]...sister teresa was there already enjoying her breakfast...i was playing jiamin's psp when both jiaxuan and her jumped and almost screamed together...so, oblivious to my surroundings and refusing to lift my head, i asked wad happened...in the end one of them saw a lizard and the other saw a spider...den i was like ooo nature! haha

after feeding a loaf, we decided to keep the other one for later...so we went up to where my mom was working...fine, not working making pots...and we didnt go up ourselves my mom wanted me to take pics of her so she can put on her facebook... =.=...which i have totally no interest of...just nw she told me to take her bottle from the car and i had to walk through the rain..and now this...so i wasnt very happy and jiamin thought i was angry at her...haha how innocent...

as i promised jiamin to see the dogs there...as in to bring her there, i gave her psp to jiaxuan after losing like mad...den we brought a few pieces of bread down...she was curious y so i told her to feed the dogs..."and in case they try biting u have something to throw at them..." that was wad i was thinking though...haha den we made our way down...she didnt seem to be afraid, not a teeny bit as the dogs barked madly when she approached...they were supposed to look after the house i tink and they thought that she was some kinda robber? so when she approached the house they started barking their heads off...

the auntie downstairs was quite scared that jiamin will get bitten but yeah after she noe tt jiamin has 3 dogs at home, she didnt really care...i was standing at the side to prevent the dogs from over barking...they dont bark at me last time but after some time they did, making me feel like im a total stranger...the maid noes me but the dog seemed to have forgotten...i even played with them last time...i wonder wad happened...den jiamin started feeding the dogs and one of them named sino was kinda curious...he barked at her madly but she still fed him...so he tilt his head to the side in curiousity and both jiamin n i were like OMG SOOOOOOOOOO CUTE! haha she took a pic as she was quite near and i got her to send me...

Sino is the black one...and the white with black strips one is lion...well his fur is super thick maybe thats y...

he tilt his head at her, so she took a pic...lion didnt seem to care and after a while he got tired, and stopped barking...

den time just passed slowly until it was time for us to leave...we finished feeding the bread and went off...this time, in the car, i sat at the corner coz i feel weird having to like cut in between the two best cousins...u noe wad i mean...haha den we went home and my mom ordered pizza...as we didnt eat lunch, we were so hungry when the pizza came...i actually ate 5 an wanted some more! OH CRAP, I TINK I WILL JUST GROW FAT! haha there were 4 pizzas altogether and we ate like mad...den we drank the pepsi that came with it, satisfying our tastebuds that had longed for food the whole day...we went up to my room and jiamin requested for my permission to do the A4 size puzzle of a chiwawa...i didnt wanna let her becoz i had a horrible experience of losing a piece and until now the puzzle was not completed...but after she begged and stuff, i gave in...

jiaxuan had to go when we were in the middle of the puzzle...i sent her to the door and it was bout 7.15 so we went to watch Night At The Museum...didnt watch it before so i was kinda happy...den my bro kept changing channels becoz he watched before and we went upstairs to watch...haha its super funny...there was a scene that made jiamin break into hysterical laughter and that is the one whereby eskimo-looking people were trying to light a fire and the person gave them a lighter...wen he came back to them, they had fire in their hair and clothes so he used the fire extinguisher...den they tasted the white foam that came out and got addicted...kinda dumb but that made her laugh for the whole night everytime she tink of the jumping person with fire in his hair...haha

after the show, we went back to our puzzle and finally completed it...haha filled with satisfaction, i applied the glue given to it and wait for it to dry...jiamin seemed curious and she watched my every movement...haha and TADA here is our masterpiece!

soon her mom is here to fetch her...though its like 11 plus...she was quite mad at that fact, saying how her mom doesnt feel paiseh at all and stuff...i had training the next day so after i sent her off and watched her enter the car from outside my door, i brushed my teeth and went into deep sleep...

Monday, 8th June 2009
well the bad thing was that todae there is training...but however the good thing was that it was in the afternoon...i was super tired the previous day so yeah...luckily i got enough sleep though i woke up with a backache...i tink i need to change my mattress coz it sinks down too much that my back usually hurts wen i get up...some times even my neck...this mattress is so old i couldnt remember the first time i slept on it...

was on the way to school wen i saw a caterpillar...its like super cool so i took a pic...

and here is a close up...

i reached school with my lunch at bout 10.30am and my training starts at 1.30pm...kinda dumb but yeah i donno y i like doing that...after eating and drinking, i indulged myself into the thick book and yeah was oblivious to the surroundings until my legs, which were crossed turned numb...forgot to move them and it was like owwww...haha so during this time i put the book down n started pressing at my legs, hoping i could feel again...haha of course i did...and i decided to rest my eyes so i took a pic of the stadium...perhaps for memorial wen i leave school... =]

that is the basketball court...good that its indoors...

that is the table tennis room where the guys are having training..

soon, time flew past so quickly and i read about 1/3 of the book...den we went in for training...after training i was totally dead and i knew the gate at chang cheng will be locked coz it always was after my training...so i had to use a side gate and turn one big round just to get back on my correct path home...took pic again...of that lonely path...under the scorching sun...

that is my school on the right of the path...covered by trees though...

and that is my right on the path...some huge plain land that no body owns...

reached home and felt all the bones breaking and the muscles tearing...had to sleep early again for the science thingy at vjc tmr...planning to meet shelton at like 7.45 so i had to wake up at 6.30...sianz...

Tuesday, 9th June 2009
i forgot to set my phone to normal mode and left it silent...so the alarm that came out, well, was just a vibration...and it was on something else on my side table so i couldnt hear the vibration until 10 mins later when my phone got pissed off or something and vibrated loud enough for me to wake up...i looked at the time and tot i was super late but its only 6.40...so i prepared and went out to take the bus...i was like waiting at the traffic light when both my buses left on the opposite side...didnt really wanna dash across the road, coz i dont do that, so i waited patiently... at the bus-stop i was bored den i took some pics again..donno wads my problem these few days keep take pics...

this is one of the path near the bus-stop that leads to the running track of bedok reservoir...of course there are many other but this was the nearest so i took it...look kinda peaceful...

didnt noe y i took a pic of the bus-stop but yeah was just bored and the roads were so empty, perfect to take a nice pic...its like after i clicked, a car sped by...cool...

wen i was reaching bedok interchange, shelton called coz he tot i was late...i answered and told him to wait...den wen i reached, i saw him playing psp...said hie and went to look for the 2 buses that will bring us to vjc...waited bout 5 mins and the first bus came, so we board it...sat upstairs and didnt noe if he was open minded enough to sit beside a girl but i just sat anyway...he seemed oblivious, which was a good thing, as he was concentrating on the game..some weird game i nver played before...haha

we sat there for like nearing 45 mins and he asked if we were supposed to alight i said should be coz i could see the red gates in front, which should be vjc...he decided to like take the bus to the next stop before we alight and soon we found out that we overshot...haha we rushed down and got off the bus walking back, in order to get back to the back gate [or is it the front gate?] of the school...had to write some registration form to prove that we didnt go overseas for the past 7 days...ooo H1N1...

we went to their canteen and he started to like look at all the various types of vending machines...the drink machine refused to accept his coins so he got irritated and drank red bull...den he told me to try out the cup noodles coz there was hot water...i told him i had no spare change as the cup noodles are inside the vending machine...so he helped me change them to smaller notes at the malay stall...which was like one of the three stalls opened...another was malay oso and the other one was a fruit stall...

den we went back to the machine and he looked and told me to hurry up...den wen the cup noodles dropped out he was like omg so cool and bought one for himself as well...=.=!!! haha den we added hot water and realised there wasnt anything to eat the noodles with...so i tried asking the fruits stall and he was like "wo3 men2 zhe4 bian1 mai4 shui2 guo3 de4 na2 li3 you 3cha1?" shelton was like giving the wadeva look coz the uncle was kinda like bad tempered or something...so we had to bother the malay stall again to borrow 2 forks...she asked wad we were eating n i told her...and she told us to return after we are done...i nodded and ran back with the forks...

so while eating shelton read the words on the top..."noodles cooked in a cup" or something like that...and he added, "without a fork"...we laughed over it and he said "shouldnt they like put "fork" as one of the ingredients? " haha...soon another vjc girl came and she ate cup noodles too...we giggled at the fact coz there is no fork and she actually asked where we got them! we told her and yeah she went to get it...

den after that we bought packet drinks and walked all over to find the labs...walked right outside the general office with a fierce-looking person staring at us...we hesitated but shelton decided to ask him for directions...he looked fierce but he seemed nice and he told us the way...we made our way there and there were like other school ppl...i realised that the labs had a weird smell...not chemical smell but like sweaty kinda smell...rather awkward but yeah...den we saw like a whole block of labs and decided to find ours...

while finding, we heard the sound of piano...and the girl was playing the same tune over and over again until shelton could memorise it...haha den we couldnt find our lab 20 coz we only saw 21...den we asked for directions from a vj girl...she was like OMG AHS! and i was like erm =.=!!! soon she told us, while leading the way, that she was an alumni [donno how spell] of our school...she IP out to vjc and i was like tinking omg so pro...haha

finally we found the lab in some weird corner and the best thing is, it was the only lab airconditioned to our comfort...the rest were all fans...haha...we were the first, so we sat inside waiting in that ever cooling room...soon the teacher came in and many other school students...we went thru a lesson bout snacks and even got a packet each with 6 items inside...namely, oreo, gummy sweet, m&m, chili tapioca, mamee and a small snicker bar...the lesson was pretty interesting, so was the teacher...

soon, after an hour, we were dismissed and shelton wanted to play their piano, so i went with him coz i just received a msg from lydia, saying that there is no meeting up for project coz she got something on...i wasnt in a rush, so i companied him...the place was nice, i donno wad its called though and yeah there is a piano on the stage...its like a place of leisure or something...there was a super pro guy playing so shelton had to wait...he got like millions of pages of scores and he played each piece with superb timing and beat...its damn nice...so while waiting and enjoying, i found the ceiling fans and lights cute and of course i decided to take a pic...

den i found this interesting slogan...if u cant see, it reads "the excitement of life that flirts with your passion" found it weird so i took a pic...

shelton decided to get into the pic so yeah...forgot to tilt the pic though...=x

so after a long while, with me pestering shelton to go Chang4 Xia1 to the person, the person finally stopped and took a seat...perhaps resting his fingers...shelton was so happy that he dashed up and played the typical songs that he always plays...musician and river flows in you...so i just stood there looking at the surroundings and listening to the wonderful melody with a few errors here and there...haha =x

den a vj guy asked shelton if he could play...and he played for 4 kids to dance? haha i told shelton that someone chang4 xia1 with him liao and he smiled he defeat...haha at first we didnt noe wad the 4 kids were doing and soon fast piano music filled the atmosphere...they were like jumping crazily and both shelton and i were like =.=!!!...den they left and shelton went back to the piano and played...he told me he was learning canon in c and i said orh, play lor...it was kinda like messed up coz he forgot the lyrics and like 30 seconds later, the guy that played for the kids to dance was back...

he stood beside the piano and looked as shelton struggled with the piece...den he asked shelton a super qian4 da3 question..."ni3 wan2 gei3 ni3 de4 nu3 peng2 you3 ting1 ah?" i didnt hear wad he said clearly but shelton replied that no we are just friends...he refused to believe and haunted me with another question..."nan2 peng2 you3 tan2 den ni3 mei2 you3 gan3 dong4?" i was like huh? and rolled my eyes...den he said he will show shelton how to play canon in c...den he turned to me and told me to pretend that he was shelton so i will be touched?! wth can? i rolled my eyes again and said wadeva and he continued...

he told shelton he was grade 2 and he played like omg...den he admitted he was grade 7...den that show off played canon in c, jabbing so hard at the keys that it didnt sound like relaxing and smooth...but he was a good player, i couldnt deny that fact...except he was a super big SHOW OFF! =.=!!! den when he finished, both shelton and i clapped just to show our support and he asked me if i was moved...i was like wads ur problem...its like wad is this weird guy trying to u noe do?

i tink the kids were all playing a game and the piano was one of the stops, UNFORTUNATELY...that show off had to play a song and let the kids guess the tittle...indeed he was good coz he noe all the popular songs like "love story by taylor swift" and "crush by david" and everytime before the kids noe it, shelton will just like say the answer and the guy will be like can u dont say? haha i was tinking "mr show off finally noe wad its like to be irritated..." den he tried to impress us with us piano skills and i rolled my eyes again...this kinda thick skinned show off are like seldom seen but they do exist dont they?

soon he went off and i was like yay-ness...shelton started playing river flows in you and tt show off came back...i was like wth is wrong with him? den he played the same song as shelton and both of us rolled our eyes at him...couldnt deny he was damn pro and couldnt deny he was a freaking show off as well...after that he whispered into shelton's ear...i heard him ask if there was a field in our school..shelton said yes and he mumbled a long string of words and the only thing i heard was piano, field, stars, and touched...den i watched for shelton's reaction which was rolling of eyes so i figured that the show off wanted him to play the piano in the field at night so i will be touched? wad the heck? i asked shelton wad he said and act blur but he refused to tell me...

den we got bored coz there were a lot of groups of kids coming to the piano station...so while that show off was playing we said bye, chang4 xia1 de and left...on the way out i was like complaining wad the hell is rong with that guy and stuff...we took the bus back to bedok interchange and ate macdonalds for lunch...MC SPICY! MUAHAHAHAH! lols...den shelton opened his mc spicy and the vegetable inside was like a pool surrounding the burger...he said it was a forest... =.=!!!

he goped my drink and fries and he pestered for me to finish quickly...i asked y and he said he wanted me to company him to the counter and ask if they offer jobs...i was like ooo? haha den i asked y should i den he was like u r my good friend...den i was tinking, u butt kisser...lols den i pushed half my fries to him and told him to help finish...he stuffed everything in his mouth in like 3 seconds and that left me laughing like mad at the sight...den i finished and companied him there...

the person told him wad need to work for 6 months or something and he took the form...after making a call, he seem like he wanna change his mind and asked me if he could bring the form out...i shrugged my shoulders but he just left anyways...den we parted outside coz he wanted to go shopping and i wanted to go home...fine, not wanted...NEEDED! haha said bye and under that hot scorching sun, i walked to the bus-stop...the bus soon came and i board it...reached home feeling super tired and took a 1 hour nap...was awaken when my mom started hiyao-ing my room for stuff to give to the children's home that was about to open in Malaysia...

there was a huge box to be filled up and a need to pay $80 for the shipping...so yeah den she keep shaking me awake...i grumbled and went back to sleep...finally she made so much noise i couldnt sleep anymore...so i woke up and started typing this super long post bout the past 3 days...haha below are other random photos i forgot to upload...

that time i was waiting for my mom outside the school gate so i took some pics...

some weird poster for youth olympics i tink...bored so i took it...

this is a view from my aunt's house when we went there to make dumplings the other time...looks like a fake house from here...haha

forgot to tilt again but this is the huge puzzle she done with my wen i was like in kindergarten or primary school...haha its still here...the fat cat...so cute...

another view from her house...its like 14th storey so the view is quite nice...

this is her dining table...didnt noe y i took its pic...

and this is the living room...didnt noe y i took it too... o.0

here are the ingredients...delicious yum yum!

found the beans disgusting so i took a pic...looks like frog eggs... =x but they taste nice...

here are the leaves to wrap the rice and stuff with...

one of the dumplings i made...haha

and after tying,

its BIG POT BOLING TIME! haha

we wrapped for like hours and soon i got a bit tired coz everytime i tried to cover it, it refuses to listen and almost spill out making me squeeze tighter...i hate the last step coz i couldnt master it...haha den after like hours i decided to rest a while, while my aunt boils some in the pot...

my poor hand couldnt take the moisture so it turned crumpled...poor thing...it was kinda numb so i decided to wait a little before i start again...

ok that is bout all for my long long post...haha if u managed to complete reading it, congrats and im touched coz i spent loads of time on it...haha...ok seeyahsoon: yijing =]

an enjoyable day... =]

2009-06-06T15:57:00.005+01:00

todae we went to marina square for KBOX! haha...wen we arrived the shops are all closed and yeah i decided to take some pics...SOMEONE decided to barge in and this is the initial photo...

Ending up like, well, this...

And from this...

it became, erm this?

we waited for like long hours before the kbox finally opened...the first room was kinda spoiled coz the person tried connecting and its like no signal all the way...so we waited like donno hw long and the person decided to change room...so we were like complaining that we want extra time...haha here are some pics i took there...this is with jiaxuan...

this is with jiamin...she wanted her face covered so i had no choice...

and this is the 3 of us...ooo y m i in the center?

after loads of singing and laughing, the time ticked by so quickly, that the person came in to remind us to sing the last song...but during this time, loads happened...except for the singing, jiaqian broke a cup coz i donno? she was too kan chiong wen the food came or something n CLASH! there goes jiaxuan's cup! haha den we sang like mad and yeah my mom was singing a hokkien song, "its good to be happy or something like tt"...den the person tt came to swept up the glass pieces while listening to my mom singing...i tink he is like fuming coz we broke a cup and we are singing a song its good to be happy...

den finally before we leave, we took a last pic...i tried balancing the camera on the table but i gave up, so my mom took for us...

btw is jia li on the extreme left, next is jiaqian, next is jiaxuan, followed by me and on the extreme right is jiamin...its like all jia jia jia den im de odd one out...so weird...

so wen we were leaving, i saw this super huge poster of FAHRENHEIT! haha so i took a pic and ran off happily...i tink this poster is published quite long ago, but its damn nice! ARRON! =x

den we went to robinson and i saw a huge bear...the sign said that its one metre long so i hugged it and took a pic...

den i was random and took a winnie the pooh!

but soon after i started sneezing coz of the dust particles there...i was quite random so i took a pic of the sign too...

i saw this at the sweet section and its like sooooooooooooooooo cute! haha CANDIES!

den we went to waraku for lunch...most of the photo we took here were in my mom camera but i took a few too...

donno wad jiaxuan was doing...

a pic i saw on the wall...had to find an angle without the reflection of light...luckily my bro suggested for me to stand on the left...

i saw the display of food outside and its like so cool! so i took a pic..

i especially liked this one coz the sushi even had a shiny texture...damn cool!

den we went to Tampines Safra and waited for the squash court...so i took a pic of jiali playing the playground...i said she was too old but the sign said that its for children 2-8, so she argued that she is 8...opps i forgot to turn the pic...

den i tou pai jiaxuan n jiamin...erms a bit zou guang though...0.o

den shalina and jesrina came and i asked them to take a pic before they start their game...jiali was super sweaty becoz of the hop-scotch i played with her earlier...it totally drained her energy but she still wanna continue...

den i was bored so i took a pic of them playing...

ok that is bout all for my day...jiaxuan is staying over at my house so yeah...ok seeyahsoon: yijing =]

bored, tired, dead...

2009-06-05T14:44:00.008+01:00

sianz todae nothing much happened...meet rachael at bedok interchange and went for tuition at round 9...managed to survive 3 hours of circle properties and matrice...im totally dead nw...den as i was walking i told rachael " i realised something" she looked at me blankly so i continued..." everyime after tuition, i walk very slowly" lol i didnt noe wads wif the random remark, but usually i walk quite fast even if there is nothing on or wadeva...den after tuition its like one step slowly at a time...so in conclusion, tuition drains out my energy...

den i bought my dad lunch n showed rachael the way to the bus stop...not exactly show but yeah just lead her to my dad shop in order for her to find the bus stop? i donno...haha den i rushed off to buy my own lunch n went to school, in preparation for training...got hit by the ball like millions of times and poor melody could still play after she sprained her ankle...its like swollen n i was owww-ing for her...

didnt noe wads my prob todae coz i lost like almost every competition...its like super sianz can? poor dorcas hav to suffer with me...im so sorry...jinyi had to leave early for some other stuff so i was quite bored...den we had to play a weird competition of only zheng shou n tt totally killed me...managed to smack in a few balls but all by luck i guess...after pao zuo zi i totally died...my legs were wobbling n i can totally feel them almost coming apart...

the worst thing was tt donno who went to lock the backgate n i had to use another backgate n walk one super big round...was walking slowly so yeah...every time like tt, once my training ends, the gate gets locked...arrrrgggg! den went home, took a nap, and did the housework...was quite bored so i took a pic with my bunny...it seemed traumatised though, the eyes were like wide open...look kinda ugly though...was super random so i set the camera on timer mode n took de pic...still in my pe shirt too...

i remembered being so bored that i played some games...n i took pics of them too...its like i have t manage a school n make sure the students noe where to go for their next lesson den was naughty must scold donno wad...haha but its fun...

that is the toilet n its spoiled so the person is fixing it...[under my order, haha]

this is the second grader having music lessons...

this is the first grader having pe lesson...its like training hamsters can? haha

second grader again in language class...

first grader in language class...

second grader at the library...

den when the day ends, the results of the students will be out and it depends on the speed u get them back to class and the speed of fulfilling their needs as well..haha

and this is the catalouge...upgrade the school n stuff...

this is the loading page...it was loading quite long so i took a pic of it...

here are parts of the school...this is the library...

this is the name of the school i gave...haha smarty...

that is the principal's office...damn interesting, though the principal is always not there...donno where...

this is the hamster gym! haha

den another game i played was lamer...its like fashion stuff...

the storyline or something like tt...

this is the loading page...

it was long so i zoomed on the cat...so cute!

ok that is all for todae...donno y its underlined but who cares...seeyahsoon: yijing =]

when will this torturous pain ever end?

2009-06-03T10:50:00.002+01:00

day after day, problems searched their way to find me, so as to torture me, and kill me...i really dont noe wad i did or wad i m going to do...i really cant help but feel miserable at my own life...after i solved one, one more popped up from nowhere...i guess this nightmare shall nver end...i dont even noe who caused it...i really feel so lost...

i need a shoulder to cry on, a pat on my head, a warm & loving hug, someone to wipe my tears away, but it seems that im alone in this world, feeling ever so lonely, so dead...i feel like a bird getting caged up for no particular reason, a poor bird that cant spread its wings and soar the skies again...i donno when i will be released, perhaps even until i die, i will be trapped in this painful atmosphere...

i feel so sad that i can even feel the aura i gave off...its really horrible how i cant solve everything and it just seemed to pile up...nobody seemed to understand what im trying to say and how im trying to express my feelings...or rather they prefer not to understand...haiz y is life so complicated?

ok i shall stop here...haiz seeyahsoon: yijing =[