Wednesday, June 3, 2009

when will this torturous pain ever end?

day after day, problems searched their way to find me, so as to torture me, and kill me...i really dont noe wad i did or wad i m going to do...i really cant help but feel miserable at my own life...after i solved one, one more popped up from nowhere...i guess this nightmare shall nver end...i dont even noe who caused it...i really feel so lost...

i need a shoulder to cry on, a pat on my head, a warm & loving hug, someone to wipe my tears away, but it seems that im alone in this world, feeling ever so lonely, so dead...i feel like a bird getting caged up for no particular reason, a poor bird that cant spread its wings and soar the skies again...i donno when i will be released, perhaps even until i die, i will be trapped in this painful atmosphere...

i feel so sad that i can even feel the aura i gave off...its really horrible how i cant solve everything and it just seemed to pile up...nobody seemed to understand what im trying to say and how im trying to express my feelings...or rather they prefer not to understand...haiz y is life so complicated?

ok i shall stop here...haiz seeyahsoon: yijing =[

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|10:50 AM|


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