Monday, June 1, 2009

the lessons i learnt todae...

A word from me always hurts
A gesture from me always kills
A thought from me always destroys
A friendship with me always ends...

I didnt know y i was brought over here
I always tried to do everything with sincere
But everything failed, even the friends i made
I just wanna hide and let the memories fade

I never lived through one for more than a year
Becoz it was always halfway through when down came the tears
I thought i was alone until i found a friend
Who was so kind and stretched out a hand

Who knows after a few months, it went down in shreds
The foundation of our friendship was thin as a thread
I am a jinx and that is all i can say
I can ruin peoples' lives in a single day

It was so hurtful, it was so pain
It made me so sad, i got insane
I always wished hard for a super good friend
One that could last forever, one that will never end

But i forgot something known as "reality"
It was the culprit for my insanity
It had decided to barge in yet again
Tearing my friendship, giving me pain

I also forgot something known as "truth"
It always comes in when my nerves are soothed
Agitating me and even my heart
The only thing that makes my eyes flood

I dont understand why we should grow up
I prefer milk bottles than drinking from cups
I prefer the innocent days before we met
I prefer the world i always thought was perfect

I dont know what happened between us
I really want this friendship to last
But since its half ruin to bits
I will pretend i didnt met u, like i was a kid

I tink both of us need time to cool
It happened so fast, i felt like a fool
But losing contact is way better
At least from now on there will be less trouble

I really cant stop flooding my face
It really feels like i am in a maze
I hate bringing trouble to others
Be it friends, parents cousins or teachers

Too much mishaps will just cause sighs
I know u dont fancy that, neither do i
To avoid all crap from this moment on
To repair the parts that had been torn

I dont wanna be a burden to you
I know u feel the same way too
I feel bad having to bother u all the time
I am no good luck charm, not even a dime

All i told u was stress and more stress
That came from the exams and maybe the tests
Any normal being would have left me alone
Unlike u, with your ever kind tone

I really appreciate your efforts all the while
I could remember all of them in my head like a file
So from now on i will not disturb you
Let you relax and not care too

I guess from now on u will know what is life
Without my intrusion like some kinda knife
I hope u really can get the girl
Just forget me, pretend i dont exist in this world

i dont wanna say this, but i really dont wanna bring hurt to you anymore...people that came near me experience pain...but ur too nice, too good to go thru all these crap...all i can say is, im really sorry for the troubles caused and the temper thrown... yijing ='[

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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