Monday, June 1, 2009

i cant help it

i really couldnt take another blow...i had enough...this time it concerns more than just me..becoz it concerns u...i dont wanna be a freaking jinx n kill everyone around me...i killed half already, i dont wanna kill u...i dont noe wads ur reason for being so determined not to end this...i appreciate tt too but i already caused too much trouble and too much harm tt i hate myself...how can i ever bring myself to face the world again? not even u...i donno y i became so emotional, n maybe after some thinking i will be fine...perhaps it was too big a blow for me to take in a day...i couldnt help but break down...but i really hope this storm will be over and the rainbow will appear or perhaps this nightmare will end and make me wake up...but its just tt after wad u told me, i really couldnt take it...as in if we were to go to the extent of wad talking in private and stuff, which u should noe wad i mean, den we might as well not talk at all...just cut off all connection n contact n u will be fine n SHE will be fine too...since she is so conscious of everything den i will just make her feel better by replanting myself somewhere out of ur life... yijing

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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