well these few days i hav been trying to sort out my tinking...which i really cant...these few days too many problems hav been crashing down on me all at the same time...i may not be able to take it much longer because i really cant help feeling horrible...haiz
well like tt spammer at my blog or rather jiaqian...everytime i come online n tink of de taggs i will receive, i really feel like exploding as my blood boils...but in a sense deep down some where in me, it told me to let her off becoz she is still my couz anyways...so all de tots of like killing her or whacking her just vanished...but still everytime i come to my blog, my heart can't stop feeling so pain...so pain to the fact that i m trying to control my temper over here n there she is, trying to lure me into killing her...
well too bad de good in me overcame de evil...i didnt do any thing harsh like blowing her brains out or something but yeah i just hope she will stop all de nonsense n actually express herself clearly rather than screaming she hate me for like no reason at all? but i guess its a bit impossible coz yeah in her de evil has overpowered de good...there is no use talking sense into her...only she herself can unleash de angel within...i wonder wen...
well enought bout her...todae i woke up at 8 n slept back till 9 plus...got dressed after a bath n bought my dad lunch...den rushed to school to buy books...well todae is de first day of sales so yeah...de bookshop dont seem to be open so i was a bit lost...den a few coucillor at de concourse waved to me for i donno wad reason...haha
i was on my way to de stadium when i saw a man, woman n a girl tt seemed to be discussing about something...den they cut my path n i stopped in my tracks, looking surprised...ooo i realised they were looking for directions...so yeah i was pointing n explaining tt de right leads to bedok n de left leads to tanah merah mrt...they even asked for my tee score n primary school...so yeah i answered them as i listened attentively...n finally they smiled with gratitude as i made my way past them...
perspiring madly becoz perhaps of de scorching sun...i wipe de droplets from my face, but soon realised that more appeared...so i just left it as it was...n a while later, i began my frantic search for de place where they sell books n finally found it at one of de first floor classrooms...i only remember not seeing de books there earlier wen i went past...i m not really sure though...
so yeah handed de person my booklist n waited as he went around de two tables loaded high wif books, picking out books from stacks n carrying them around n wen he finally finished, he thumped de books on de table in front of me...as he ticked through de booklist, he folded my bio n chem book covers...leaving dogears...i was a bit like angry but he apologised so i just kept quiet...
den i paid n carried de 2 plastic bags n staggered towards de stadium coz yeah i dont really hav de strength to carry it without breaking holes in de plastic bag...so yeah in de end i managed to n put de bags in de table tennis room...it was just 11am then n training starts at one...so yeah i sat there listening to my songs n fell asleep after a while...lol
i heard a thump n i opened my eyes, saw my frien smiling rite beside me...so yeah i smiled back n looked at de time...its bout 12 plus n yeah i finally got company! lol so yeah slowly one by one, all of my friends streamed in n yeah waved hello n stuff...den training started...lol
was like training madly n its bout four plus wen training ended...we need to do 40 pumpings n jing4 dun1...a kinda training whereby we need to lean back against de wall in a sitting position n legs must be 90 degrees...we must hold for 4 mins n yeah my legs totally wobbled wen it was over...now my shoulders ache n i la1 dao4 vein at de sole of my left foot...hurts damn a lot...
i dragged de bags to de general office waiting for my mom to fetch me...i guess my face was quite flush becoz it felt hot n like burning...so yeah...den we went home ate dinner n watched tv...den now nothing much to do so here i m typing de day's events...lol
well while making dinner i was fumbling through de cling wrap n de sharp metal cut me...i didnt realise de cut just a short sharp pain n continued wad i was doin...in de end while washing dishes de shop went into de wound n owww...it totall hurts...hope it gets better soon
well thanz 4 reading n hava nice holiday! from a damn tired girl: yijing =[ ( *haiz)
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well these few days i hav been trying to sort out my tinking...which i really cant...these few days too many problems hav been crashing down on me all at the same time...i may not be able to take it much longer because i really cant help feeling horrible...haiz
well like tt spammer at my blog or rather jiaqian...everytime i come online n tink of de taggs i will receive, i really feel like exploding as my blood boils...but in a sense deep down some where in me, it told me to let her off becoz she is still my couz anyways...so all de tots of like killing her or whacking her just vanished...but still everytime i come to my blog, my heart can't stop feeling so pain...so pain to the fact that i m trying to control my temper over here n there she is, trying to lure me into killing her...
well too bad de good in me overcame de evil...i didnt do any thing harsh like blowing her brains out or something but yeah i just hope she will stop all de nonsense n actually express herself clearly rather than screaming she hate me for like no reason at all? but i guess its a bit impossible coz yeah in her de evil has overpowered de good...there is no use talking sense into her...only she herself can unleash de angel within...i wonder wen...
well enought bout her...todae i woke up at 8 n slept back till 9 plus...got dressed after a bath n bought my dad lunch...den rushed to school to buy books...well todae is de first day of sales so yeah...de bookshop dont seem to be open so i was a bit lost...den a few coucillor at de concourse waved to me for i donno wad reason...haha
i was on my way to de stadium when i saw a man, woman n a girl tt seemed to be discussing about something...den they cut my path n i stopped in my tracks, looking surprised...ooo i realised they were looking for directions...so yeah i was pointing n explaining tt de right leads to bedok n de left leads to tanah merah mrt...they even asked for my tee score n primary school...so yeah i answered them as i listened attentively...n finally they smiled with gratitude as i made my way past them...
perspiring madly becoz perhaps of de scorching sun...i wipe de droplets from my face, but soon realised that more appeared...so i just left it as it was...n a while later, i began my frantic search for de place where they sell books n finally found it at one of de first floor classrooms...i only remember not seeing de books there earlier wen i went past...i m not really sure though...
so yeah handed de person my booklist n waited as he went around de two tables loaded high wif books, picking out books from stacks n carrying them around n wen he finally finished, he thumped de books on de table in front of me...as he ticked through de booklist, he folded my bio n chem book covers...leaving dogears...i was a bit like angry but he apologised so i just kept quiet...
den i paid n carried de 2 plastic bags n staggered towards de stadium coz yeah i dont really hav de strength to carry it without breaking holes in de plastic bag...so yeah in de end i managed to n put de bags in de table tennis room...it was just 11am then n training starts at one...so yeah i sat there listening to my songs n fell asleep after a while...lol
i heard a thump n i opened my eyes, saw my frien smiling rite beside me...so yeah i smiled back n looked at de time...its bout 12 plus n yeah i finally got company! lol so yeah slowly one by one, all of my friends streamed in n yeah waved hello n stuff...den training started...lol
was like training madly n its bout four plus wen training ended...we need to do 40 pumpings n jing4 dun1...a kinda training whereby we need to lean back against de wall in a sitting position n legs must be 90 degrees...we must hold for 4 mins n yeah my legs totally wobbled wen it was over...now my shoulders ache n i la1 dao4 vein at de sole of my left foot...hurts damn a lot...
i dragged de bags to de general office waiting for my mom to fetch me...i guess my face was quite flush becoz it felt hot n like burning...so yeah...den we went home ate dinner n watched tv...den now nothing much to do so here i m typing de day's events...lol
well while making dinner i was fumbling through de cling wrap n de sharp metal cut me...i didnt realise de cut just a short sharp pain n continued wad i was doin...in de end while washing dishes de shop went into de wound n owww...it totall hurts...hope it gets better soon
well thanz 4 reading n hava nice holiday! from a damn tired girl: yijing =[ ( *haiz)