todae was considered one of the saddest days of my life...well reason being...all de terrible problems wif no solutions has chosen this day to fall upon me...although no one noticed it, i was undergoing some sort of depression, or stress throughout de whole day...all de thoughts about saddness just floods through my mind wif every passing minute...
well todae was spring cleaning for de class n i helped wif the window panes...i dont feel the intense of tiredness or wadeva although i m truly aware of how wet my back was from de workout i had but as the thoughts raced through my preoccupied mind, i realised how much i needed someone to cry on...there were like so many things, just too many things for an average girl to try n cope wif, or even solve...
well for the minority, my best frien, well she just dont seem to be my best frien anymore...ever since i introduced another frien to her, she had been sticking to her like malt candy...in de morning everyday, she used to sit beside me, listening to my songs from de mp3 n even stroking my hair as we chatted bout anything under de sun...but now, even at times wen i really need her, to be my companion, my listener...she will be happily stuck fast to tt girl...haiz i wonder if jealousy took over me or its just tt i m too sad...
i noe both of us take a different route home n she took de same wif tt girl...but she promised me to company me to de general office...n well, i made it there alone...she was so eagerly waiting for her to be let off so tt she can talk to her again...she even urged for me to wait for her...but y? i just fear tt i couldnt stand all of these n lose control...well jealousy may really hav taken over me but wad bout her? wen she had problems she dont go to her, she comes to me(or so i thought)
she shares her sorrows wif me...but she nver intended to share her happiness...for me, its worse, i didnt share anything wif her becoz she is a lousy mind reader...or rather a lousy expression reader...she dont really noe wad i m tinking unless i put on a terrible face for a long time...although i can read her like a book n understand her actions n even tinking, she just cant do it to me...n everytime her frien gets into trouble or feels sad, she gets so overly worried tt i wonder, do i really exist in her world?
well sometimes i noe its bout understanding...but nw i m in a period of time wen i needed a very good frien to console me...a councilor needs a break too dont she...but right at this moment she just left me here, all alone...well as a normal being, its just normal to feel left out n to feel jealous ritez? n wads more we are goin to be in different class next year...i dont tink she bothers anyways...
well i m sorry if u had read everything, my best friend(u should noe who u r) i just need a place to let everything come out or my mind will start swelling n i will die...haiz it just let out a bit but i dont ink i can sustain for long...
thanz 4 reading n hava nice holiday if urs had started...from an emo girl: yijing =[
Jerrice's The Name, Poem's The Game
15 Going On 16, Ordinary Like Any Teen
Anglican High's The School, Loads Of Homework To Do
18th April's The Date, No Presents Late =]
[[ The Wishlist ]]
Migrate To Taiwan! =]
[[ People I Admire ]]
Pianist [Like Arron Yan! lols]
Yamaha Keyboard [Piano]
L1R5 Less Than 14 For O-level
Puppy Dog
New broom
A New Phone
A Bunny
MP3 Player
Dog-Owners
Designers [Artist]
Singers [Fahrenheit 'N' S.H.E]
Caring people
Witty Like ME! =.= haha
♥ 3J Sweet Shop
♥ Ai Hua (CTF)
♥ Alessandro
♥ Alifah
♥ Aylmer
♥ Amelia (ahs)
♥ Amielia
♥ Avelene
♥ Benjamin
♥ Carolyn
♥ Desmond
♥ Doreen
♥ Edison
♥ Fabian
♥ Feon
♥ Glida
♥ Hamidah
♥ Hsiao Lan
♥ Hui Min
♥ Hui Zhen
♥ Ingerid
♥ Jacinth
♥ Jairia
♥ Jeremy
♥ Jerricalla
♥ Jia Jie
♥ Jia Qian
♥ Jia Xuan
♥ Jie Hui
♥ Jin Min
♥ Joo Yee
♥ Joseph
♥ Joy
♥ Kai Ling
♥ Lee Sheng
♥ Le Xuan
♥ Marilyn
♥ Martini
♥ Matthew
♥ Mei Ying
♥ Melissa
♥ Miranda
♥ Nai Ming
♥ Rachael
♥ Rebecca
♥ Serene Chen
♥ Serene Ong
♥ S.H.E
♥ Sheena
♥ Sheng Hui
♥ Sherman
♥ Shermay
♥ Shi Hui
♥ Shun Zi
♥ Su Hui
♥ Sze Wei
♥ Tan Ying
♥ Valery
♥ Wee Kiat
♥ Wendy
♥ Wennie
♥ Wen Yi
♥ Xiu Jian
♥ Yan Jun
♥ Yang Wei
♥ Yong Hong
♥ Zhe Kai
♥ Zhen Yi
♥ Zhi Sen
todae was considered one of the saddest days of my life...well reason being...all de terrible problems wif no solutions has chosen this day to fall upon me...although no one noticed it, i was undergoing some sort of depression, or stress throughout de whole day...all de thoughts about saddness just floods through my mind wif every passing minute...
well todae was spring cleaning for de class n i helped wif the window panes...i dont feel the intense of tiredness or wadeva although i m truly aware of how wet my back was from de workout i had but as the thoughts raced through my preoccupied mind, i realised how much i needed someone to cry on...there were like so many things, just too many things for an average girl to try n cope wif, or even solve...
well for the minority, my best frien, well she just dont seem to be my best frien anymore...ever since i introduced another frien to her, she had been sticking to her like malt candy...in de morning everyday, she used to sit beside me, listening to my songs from de mp3 n even stroking my hair as we chatted bout anything under de sun...but now, even at times wen i really need her, to be my companion, my listener...she will be happily stuck fast to tt girl...haiz i wonder if jealousy took over me or its just tt i m too sad...
i noe both of us take a different route home n she took de same wif tt girl...but she promised me to company me to de general office...n well, i made it there alone...she was so eagerly waiting for her to be let off so tt she can talk to her again...she even urged for me to wait for her...but y? i just fear tt i couldnt stand all of these n lose control...well jealousy may really hav taken over me but wad bout her? wen she had problems she dont go to her, she comes to me(or so i thought)
she shares her sorrows wif me...but she nver intended to share her happiness...for me, its worse, i didnt share anything wif her becoz she is a lousy mind reader...or rather a lousy expression reader...she dont really noe wad i m tinking unless i put on a terrible face for a long time...although i can read her like a book n understand her actions n even tinking, she just cant do it to me...n everytime her frien gets into trouble or feels sad, she gets so overly worried tt i wonder, do i really exist in her world?
well sometimes i noe its bout understanding...but nw i m in a period of time wen i needed a very good frien to console me...a councilor needs a break too dont she...but right at this moment she just left me here, all alone...well as a normal being, its just normal to feel left out n to feel jealous ritez? n wads more we are goin to be in different class next year...i dont tink she bothers anyways...
well i m sorry if u had read everything, my best friend(u should noe who u r) i just need a place to let everything come out or my mind will start swelling n i will die...haiz it just let out a bit but i dont ink i can sustain for long...
thanz 4 reading n hava nice holiday if urs had started...from an emo girl: yijing =[