Thursday, October 30, 2008

i hope i can recover b4 i go for my overseas trip...

if u had been reading closely, or in a sense, know wad happened to me for de past few days well here is de more updated news...the doctor i went to gav me medicine n painkiller...de painkiller had to be taken thrice a day n yeah i started just ytd...this morning i actually woke up at 6! lol cool man, although my tummy still rumbles at times as if it has a life on its own, it wasnt as painful as before...i hope it will remain like tt...

well i noe u tink tt i m crazy...6 o'clock still say until like damn late...lol but yeah as i mentioned in de past few posts, i said tt i woke up at like 4 plus 5 plus, trying to tolerate wif the unbearable pain which in the end, well i just hav to end up knocking at my parents' room door n wake them up...but yeah i hope de pain killer does its job tonite...

but since den, every night before i sleep, fear would just engulf me wif de darkness tt meets my eye, or rather, under my eye lids...i would feel very scared, very empty as i thought of de pain tt i may hav to face the next morning...sometimes i even need to breathe very deeply to calm my nerves n tell myself tt nothing is gonna happen...but i m just terrified...wad if i met wif de fate of death? would i be able to face it? haiz...

well this morning surprisingly, my tummy only churned a bit...although i still felt like puking n stuff, my tummy didnt hurt tt much...i was much more lively n hope tt i m recovering wif the aid of the medicine...n i do hope tt tmr, well it will remain de same...

i went to my dad shop n slept for 3 hours! lol i donno y, but perhaps i m like trying to make up for all de sleep i lost for the past few days...haha den at round 12.30pm, i went to 85 to buy lunch n brought it to school to eat...

training started at 2 n it was just terrible...time seemed to fly so slowly, or rather crawl than fly...until my senior came...well we r sort of very good friends n wen she came, its like in de blink of an eye training was over...haha i walked her to de bubble tea shop n den we went our separate ways wen we reached de bus-stop, mainly becoz her bus had arrived...

i reached my dad shop at round 5.45pm n my mom fetched me home after packing dinner from one of the coffee shops nearby...well i bathed wen i reached home n ate my fill...den after tt i ate my medicine again, wishing hard tt tmr, i wont feel pain n stuff...well after tt i watched tv n now here i m typing my day's events...lol

well tt is bout all...thanz 4 reading n hava nice holiday! n for those who cared n are concerned bout me...lol im fine dont worry n thanz 4 ur worries? no its concern...haha from a maybe recovering girl: yijing =]

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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