wow...time do fly...a moment i was like trying to get to know my bro...which was last year...a moment later he became my bro n de next moment he was going...haiz todae i saw him wif zk n they were like raping each other in a sense, hugging each other from de back...well i guess tt was a farewell gesture...
i went up to him trying to hide all my sad emotions as far as i can...well he just seem so nice except de fact tt he gt into loads of trouble in sch...but nw he is leaving, n only returning in 8 years time...by then i was afraid i would hav forgotten who he was...i hope i wont...
well zk called him to hug me...then there were ppl around so i didnt dare...but he insisted n pushed him to me...well he banged hard into me, almost causing me to fall but well i kept my balance n we ended up hugging for a while...i was so sad becoz this may be de last time i could actually be tt close to him coz he will be miles away...
we talked for a while more n found out bout his flight...i wanted to send him off provided de time isnt too late or early...i hope it isnt...haiz he is just like a real bro to me...happiness always ends...just too quick...i just wanna burst out crying n stuff but i m sorta immune nt to...lol will elaborate some other times y...
haiz later in de day, i found out my best friend went into 7 subs...omg y is it always like tt? whenever i made a real good frien, n before we could even get to know each other much more, we will be separated...i just think tt perhaps good times dont last when its wif me...
running through my thoughts, i remembered my couz had a quarrel or cold war wif her frien becoz of me...i donno wad i did rong...i guess i regretted showing her my diary...she actually mistook de him for that him that she is quarreling wif...omg wad de...i hope, if she is reading this...pls dont fight becoz of me...i will feel damn guilty...
haiz every single incident tt happened todae will stay wif me...de hugs de farewell...well simply everything...i just feel so sad...i hope he will be back in Singapore during de holidays for a tour...becoz i will be there to welcome him...wif zk of course...lol
well i hope no more of all these incidents will haunt me...it just hurts me so much...so well these are my thoughts...haiz
thanz for reading n hava nice week...de holidays are starting but i dont really seem excited at all...well i guess i m some sorta sad? becoz de nearer de holidays get, de faster my bro would leave...haiz... from a damn emo girl: yijing =[
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wow...time do fly...a moment i was like trying to get to know my bro...which was last year...a moment later he became my bro n de next moment he was going...haiz todae i saw him wif zk n they were like raping each other in a sense, hugging each other from de back...well i guess tt was a farewell gesture...
i went up to him trying to hide all my sad emotions as far as i can...well he just seem so nice except de fact tt he gt into loads of trouble in sch...but nw he is leaving, n only returning in 8 years time...by then i was afraid i would hav forgotten who he was...i hope i wont...
well zk called him to hug me...then there were ppl around so i didnt dare...but he insisted n pushed him to me...well he banged hard into me, almost causing me to fall but well i kept my balance n we ended up hugging for a while...i was so sad becoz this may be de last time i could actually be tt close to him coz he will be miles away...
we talked for a while more n found out bout his flight...i wanted to send him off provided de time isnt too late or early...i hope it isnt...haiz he is just like a real bro to me...happiness always ends...just too quick...i just wanna burst out crying n stuff but i m sorta immune nt to...lol will elaborate some other times y...
haiz later in de day, i found out my best friend went into 7 subs...omg y is it always like tt? whenever i made a real good frien, n before we could even get to know each other much more, we will be separated...i just think tt perhaps good times dont last when its wif me...
running through my thoughts, i remembered my couz had a quarrel or cold war wif her frien becoz of me...i donno wad i did rong...i guess i regretted showing her my diary...she actually mistook de him for that him that she is quarreling wif...omg wad de...i hope, if she is reading this...pls dont fight becoz of me...i will feel damn guilty...
haiz every single incident tt happened todae will stay wif me...de hugs de farewell...well simply everything...i just feel so sad...i hope he will be back in Singapore during de holidays for a tour...becoz i will be there to welcome him...wif zk of course...lol
well i hope no more of all these incidents will haunt me...it just hurts me so much...so well these are my thoughts...haiz
thanz for reading n hava nice week...de holidays are starting but i dont really seem excited at all...well i guess i m some sorta sad? becoz de nearer de holidays get, de faster my bro would leave...haiz... from a damn emo girl: yijing =[