Wednesday, July 9, 2008

was so emo...almost cried...

todae it was pouring heavily n my dad used the car to fetch me to school...well its usually a journey on motorbike...i reached school, feeling a little cold...n listened to my mp3...assembly was in class becoz the parade square was wet...or rather...DAMN wet...

we took our temperature n after tt was English...the cher came in n we did some weird worksheet...lol to boost out donno wad knowledge but still did it...i was feeling a little...sad in a sense...its just a sudden feeling but i tried forgetting it...

next was Chinese n yeah we read a new chapter...the feeling was still hanging there...making me feel terrible...tried to stay happy though...n i guess i was sucessful becoz my frienz didnt ask wads rong or wadeva...

recess came slowly...i ate my breakfast or is it lunch?? who cares...was at the back of the canteen wen i feel my phone vibrate in my pocket...i saw tt it was a msg...from my mom...she said tt my dad went home to change vehicle n on his way to work he skidded n injured himself...

by tt time, i just felt tt a huge damn rock fell on me...hard...i was at a loss n was tinking of the worst scenes...i was so sadd...so i called my mom immediately...my dad picked up n told me, perhaps to reassure me tt he was fine...at tt point of time...i just wanna break down n cry...i was so happy tt he was alright...

of course i controlled them...but after tt i turned emo...many ppl came suan me say wad i tinking of donno who...so i just stormed away...sorry to do tt but i need time on my own...

the rest of the periods...Science, Art and Maths...i was there tinking n worrying bout my dad...although he said it was nothing...i was so...just so worried...i just wanna cry at every thought...

after school i went 4 my tuition...n almost fell asleep there...my cher said i looked pale n weak...but wad can she or i do??

after tt i bought dinner 4 my dad n hurried to the shop...he was reading newspaper...i asked him wad happened n he told me he skidded at the carpark...i was tinking he did at the main road...he showed me his wound as well...it was terrible..but to see him standing n smiling i just wanna break down n run to him saying tt i love him...i didnt though he will tink i m like cursing him or something...so trying to leave the place as fast as my tears could prevent from coming out...

i walked to the bus stop...i just wanna find a place n shout n scream my lungs out...its just another incident to make me love my dad more...was it a test?? i didnt noe...i only noe tt as i typed this, my tears are just flowing freely...with no one to look at me...u may nt understand y...but if u r hit wif such news...u may be sadd as well

i didnt noe wen did i became so like cry-able...coz i usually could be able to controll my tears quite well...but yeah nt this time...perhaps i m growing into a more soft lady?? i donno...but i hope non of this would happen again...

thanz 4 reading n hava nice week! yijing =]

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|1:06 PM|


blog
child
friends
others
Get awesome blog templates like this one from BlogSkins.comGet awesome blog templates like this one from BlogSkins.com