Saturday, April 5, 2008

i just tried 2 be happy n yet u crashed on me!

i had been very stress lately n was trying 2 get back the state of happiness...it was reaching 100% when u shut the system off n pulled me down 2 darkness! i donn wann say who she is but if u noe who u r n u r reading this, let me ask u," WADS UR PROBLEM? WAD DID I DO 2 OFFEND U? WAD CRAP IS THIS? I NOE U HATE ME 4 A PARTICULAR REASON BUT CANT U TEL IT 2 MY FACE RATHER THAN TELL IT BEHIND MY BACK? I HATE THAT SORTA PPL!" these few days i hav been really stressed wif my own problem, n i expect u would help but u added on to it...i noe being a girl its hard to keep ur mouth shut so if u wann blare it cant u tell it to my face?? it concerns me not as if u donno! if i really could type fast enough, i would hav had spammed the whole page..wad on EARTH IS WRONG WIF U?? IF I DID OFFEND U, WHICH I NOE I DID, U COULD LIKE AT LEAST TOLD ME! U SCARED U WILL OFFEND ME?? WELL U R NOW! I SERIOUSLY DONNO WADS UR PROBLEM BUT MUST U BACKSTABB ME?? U R NOT SUPPORTING ME BUT PULLING ME DOWN! I REALLY WANNA SCREAM IT ALL OUT BUT I CANT! I REALLY WANN FIND OUT WADS UR PROBLEM LOR...ALTHOUGH U NOT SAME SCHOOL AS ME, Y U BRING ME MORE TROUBLE DEN MY FRIEND?? U WHERE NOT HAPPY?? WAH, I REALLY...well to those innocent ppl...sorry 4 all the caps... todae i woke up at 7.12am n ate breakfast at 9am...feeling very tired, i rushed 2 finish my homework n found the ipod music converter at last! i hav been looking 4 it 4 months n i found it! yay! den on msn i found out from my friend that this freaking girl i was scolding just nw haiz...nvm i dont wanna start...later the caps will come out again...i m really stress n i couldnt take it no longer...i really wanna write her name out big n bold but i dont wanna do that...haiz... wad crap is this?? now i noe...becoz of her many ppl hate me...she act pitiful 4 me n said she tried 2 fend me...no the real case was that she backstabb me n joined in the fun of gossips! its not she cant...but she told my friend something that really hurt me...i wanna cry it all out...but...i just haiz...if she really wanns me 2 improve she should really tell it to my face no matter how offended i will be...becoz i noe i will thank her 4 that one day...but she didnt, she went round gossiping bout me n spoiled my reputiton, wadeva the spelling is...i really wanna noe wads her problem...i hav forgiven n forgot bout it times n again but yet she took advantage n yeah...i noe that she didnt noe she hurt me but if she is reading, i would like to tell her...she just stabbed a knife through my heart, pulled it out n stabbed again n again...repeating the process as many times as possible...dont she noe that it really hurts n the ugly scars would be left wif me 4 life..or is it true that she wanns me to live wif the scars so no one will like me...wadeva it is, thanz 4 reading...coz if i continue typing it will flood the page...so yeah...hav a nice weekend...or better still, a nicer weekend than ME! yijing =[

P/S to my friend: sorry if i logg out on you during msn...was too angry 4 words...hope u could forgive me...=[

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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