Friday, March 21, 2008

am i really a curse?? i guess i forever will be...=[

well y do u tink i would put this kinda tittle...the answer is easy...becoz i dont even noe if i m a curse, n i tink that i m bringing too much misery...i m feeling very lost n confused now, not knowing whether i should tell him or not...if i dont n he continues clinging on, the heartbreak will be worse if i tell him in the future...but if i tell him now, his long lasting friendship wif his good friend may just be shattered becoz of me...i really dont wann that 2 happen n i just got 2 know them at the start of this year...so m i suppose 2 tell?? i really donno...all these things are hitting me too suddenly n i m not prepared 4 anything yet...but i noe that this day would come... its just a matter of time...i m not trying 2 blame anyone for the cause of this...i hav no one 2 blame but myself...if i hadn't exist, all these misery would be spared n everyone would be happy... i m just a curse, a curse 2 spoil everyone's fun... n this wasnt the first time at all...i seriously hope that i could live pass my 14th birthday...i really cant take all these stress anymore...in school, with friends, with family, with relatives, with anyone on Earth! i m just so sad that i m cursed 2 make ppl miserable, sad n angry...all the tuition n remedial i had caused my CA marks 2 drop like mad n i m still adding on 2 my own misery...i wonder who will break this curse 4 me, n free me from the world of madness i m in, the world of boredom, torture n madness...wen will that day come when i will be as normal as everyone, not an unhappy curse...i guess i just hav 2 wait...thanz 4 reading n make sure all of u retreat from a curse like me n hav a better week than me... yijing =[

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|3:23 AM|

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