Monday, February 18, 2008

A terrible day

haiz..woke up wif swollen eyes todae...well the reason was simply, i cried myself 2 sleep last nite... haiz...ytd i had a scolding from my mom coz she didnt believe i was doing my History project at that time of nite...obviously i was scolded by my History teacher...well simply put was that my mom shut off my connection wif the world after 7pm everyday...she took my phone, she dont allow me to use computer unless i am doing my project n hav 2 do under her eyes...she dont allow me 2 watch television too...i feel so caged up everyday after 7pm...isnt that a bit too rude?? haiz well todae early in the morning kena lectured by the Literature teacher becoz of a handful of students loitering outside the classroom n haiz all i can say is that we had been lectured 4 the whole day...den we had a Science test n the day slowly dragged by wif me coming down wif fever...well no one noes, or rather no one cared but yeah i shuffled myself 2 my Chinese tuition class...almost dozing off, i ate 5 warheads n jerked up wide awake becoz of the sour-ness...haiz...den i burnt my tongue while eating my dinner...haiz i feel very emo n a bit stressed these few days well but nobody seem to notice...especially my family... they dont really care bout me...they just tink i can study in a caged up environment...haiz i guess i hav 2 live wif it...well, my mom came 2 fetch my life-less body home after tuition n i still got scolding...very terrible scolding in fact, by her again becoz of the History project...i guess i will never ever win her trust being a girl in the family...i dont like 2 say this but i feel discrimminated wadeva the spelling is...haiz even now...i m using the computer very secretly to write my sorrows on my teddy blog without my mom finding out...is that how i hav 2 live 4 another like 6 years?? i couldnt bear it any longer as i see my freedom slowly drifting away from me...haiz...6 years...y my brother dont get all these torture?? haiz mainly becoz he is a guy...n no matter wad he does is correct...n wad i do shall always be rong...i couldnt take it anymore...i guess i may hav to cry myself to sleep tonite again...only wif my teddy bear as company...haiz thanz 4 reading my secretly posted post n hope all of u will hav a better week than me...yijing =[

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:51 AM|


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